anyway college is makeing my brain feel like it's exploding everything I learned is like melding together and now it's tough to seperate damn fiction characters from book or movie or historical figures jus feeling jumbled right now. but anyway I suppose I had a bad week I just for some reason am in a good mood like I don't feel bad or anything. but anyway to tell the story this really cute guy texted me that we should go out so I agree and two days later all serious he calls me and says "we need to break up because these 2 days we've been going out I can tell we're going out so we should quite" well I was more annoyed than anything but I was kinda like sorry I didn't bring the white stallion and the map to the magical kingdom I didn't sweep you off your feet. So that's the story of a lame week so far, but tomorrow I'm going to a life party a friend I've known for years got partkinson's disease and was supposed to die in june but he didn't so he decided to have a life party so I think I will enjoy myself and celebrate what he's done.