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I WAS EXPUSED FROM HOME
4 years ago
This is no joke, I am currently with my aunt at my grandparents' house .. it happened that my mother meddled and was totally disrespectful towards my drawings
I got into a phone conversation because she has no morals for me
to show me how I should do my things, and said that I am a terrible artist: as if it was not enough for her to seek my intimate life, and the disrespectful attitude towards me because it crossed the line
I screamed and started screaming talking a lot of bullshit so much that I was already repressed and tired of her toxic attitudes, because she always started with her psychological games saying that I am treacherous, selfish and ungrateful, and when something is missing at home I was always willing to replace them to try to help her
She doesn’t accept the fact that I like a girl and said that she didn’t want these attitudes inside her house, until then I was organizing myself to save enough money for me to leave the house, find my beloved and follow the course of my life, but at all costs she wants to control me,
She didn't realize that today i am 21 years old i am another person with preferences and dreams different from hers
besides the threat of being physically hurt by my attitudes since I just needed to go crazy to put a limit: there is no way to trust an invasive person and after years I started to realize who the treacherous, abusive and toxic person really is and I needed to go crazy to defend myself and she doesn't understand why in her mind I am the bad person in this story:
My aunt who is a psychologist was already waiting for this attitude of my mother's personality and came to pick me up last night
And my mom said "if you leave home today, don't come back"
I only managed to get my work stuff and marker pens that I saved so much money to buy them with all the care and sacrifice, I didn't get many clothes and now where I am is my new "home", it is still a lot for me to process what happened, and I don’t know what can happen from now on, but despite this issue of being expelled for being gay and having left my things I bought and so much effort from the world I feel better here,
I just want to save enough money for my boyfriend to come here and build my life with him
I will calm down and soon open commissions, I will soon post more details if you are interested
Thanks for reading this far
I got into a phone conversation because she has no morals for me
to show me how I should do my things, and said that I am a terrible artist: as if it was not enough for her to seek my intimate life, and the disrespectful attitude towards me because it crossed the line
I screamed and started screaming talking a lot of bullshit so much that I was already repressed and tired of her toxic attitudes, because she always started with her psychological games saying that I am treacherous, selfish and ungrateful, and when something is missing at home I was always willing to replace them to try to help her
She doesn’t accept the fact that I like a girl and said that she didn’t want these attitudes inside her house, until then I was organizing myself to save enough money for me to leave the house, find my beloved and follow the course of my life, but at all costs she wants to control me,
She didn't realize that today i am 21 years old i am another person with preferences and dreams different from hers
besides the threat of being physically hurt by my attitudes since I just needed to go crazy to put a limit: there is no way to trust an invasive person and after years I started to realize who the treacherous, abusive and toxic person really is and I needed to go crazy to defend myself and she doesn't understand why in her mind I am the bad person in this story:
My aunt who is a psychologist was already waiting for this attitude of my mother's personality and came to pick me up last night
And my mom said "if you leave home today, don't come back"
I only managed to get my work stuff and marker pens that I saved so much money to buy them with all the care and sacrifice, I didn't get many clothes and now where I am is my new "home", it is still a lot for me to process what happened, and I don’t know what can happen from now on, but despite this issue of being expelled for being gay and having left my things I bought and so much effort from the world I feel better here,
I just want to save enough money for my boyfriend to come here and build my life with him
I will calm down and soon open commissions, I will soon post more details if you are interested
Thanks for reading this far
and I love you too <3