Please please PLEASE consider supporting me on patreon, or Kofi.

I regularly update my patreon with wips etc, and find comments deeply encouraging.

https://www.patreon.com/loucathwil

I try to update on there first before uploading here, because I figure that they're paying for it, but I run out of momentum when I don't get the praise/reactions I was hoping for and them am to burnt out to post here or anywhere else.

I'm trying to move away from commissions as I always seem to undercharge, and end up extremely burned out for a good few months afterwards.

I don't know what to do, I don't want to guilt trip people, but I'm just so tired of being so shit at supporting myself. I'm on a waiting list to get treatment and a diagnosis for add/adhd/whatever the fuck is wrong with me so they can help me with my executive dysfunction issues and my lack of consistency.

It feels like I'm consistently digging holes, but in the wrong place, and with spoons, so I never get anywhere despite feeling exhausted.