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I just want to apologize to all of you
5 years ago
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Sorry for possible mistakes. I use an online translator as my English is not very good. I just want to apologize to all of you.
I take a long time to respond to messages, I draw slowly, I almost stopped posting drawings.
My mother is in a very serious condition right now. She has been in the hospital for more than six months. Initially, it was a simple examination, but because of the wrong treatment, everything became very bad. She was needlessly injected with a medicament that causes addiction and destroys the body.
When her condition began to deteriorate, we thought it was just depression and lack of exercise. But this is not the case. Now she has a broken cervical vertebra and the body continues to collapse. Abrupt withdrawal of the drug will also cause death. I reproach myself every day for letting her go to this hospital, because it has long been famous for killing patients. But we hoped for the best, because the medical staff is changing and the diseases weren't so serious.
Now I live in her apartment with my brother and his fiancee, which ones I hate. I go to my cousin's house for dinner, as there is no room in the refrigerator for my food. I don't have the energy for anything - it takes all my energy not to think about what might happen next.
I spend time sleeping so I don't have to see anyone, watching anime so I don't have to think and it doesn't hurt so much, and going away for the weekend. I really try to draw in between all this, cooking food at the hospital, and driving to the hospital. Life has been like hell for the last few months.
Of course, I will complete all the orders that I have now. It's just going to take longer than usual. I will not stop apologizing for your long wait, but I beg you not to hold a grudge against me. I hope that the situation will improve soon, but otherwise I ask you to give me time to recover.
I take a long time to respond to messages, I draw slowly, I almost stopped posting drawings.
My mother is in a very serious condition right now. She has been in the hospital for more than six months. Initially, it was a simple examination, but because of the wrong treatment, everything became very bad. She was needlessly injected with a medicament that causes addiction and destroys the body.
When her condition began to deteriorate, we thought it was just depression and lack of exercise. But this is not the case. Now she has a broken cervical vertebra and the body continues to collapse. Abrupt withdrawal of the drug will also cause death. I reproach myself every day for letting her go to this hospital, because it has long been famous for killing patients. But we hoped for the best, because the medical staff is changing and the diseases weren't so serious.
Now I live in her apartment with my brother and his fiancee, which ones I hate. I go to my cousin's house for dinner, as there is no room in the refrigerator for my food. I don't have the energy for anything - it takes all my energy not to think about what might happen next.
I spend time sleeping so I don't have to see anyone, watching anime so I don't have to think and it doesn't hurt so much, and going away for the weekend. I really try to draw in between all this, cooking food at the hospital, and driving to the hospital. Life has been like hell for the last few months.
Of course, I will complete all the orders that I have now. It's just going to take longer than usual. I will not stop apologizing for your long wait, but I beg you not to hold a grudge against me. I hope that the situation will improve soon, but otherwise I ask you to give me time to recover.
I hope your mother is also able to come back from this. I'm so sorry - I can't imagine what you're going through but please don't rush yourself to get back to things until you're sure you're ready
If you need to talk about it, my Discord is open to you. Stay strong ^^'
I hope your situation improves, having people you care about in critical condition is the worst, and being stuck with people you hate is just icing on that awful cake. You can make it, be strong!