I don't know how I am going to do with personal finance. I feel my hate on humanity has went up so strong... The only thing that provides me love is friends, and animals. Mostly animals provide me the love that I need to continue moving on, but what will it be like after this year? Will I forget my entire human name and identity and pretend that never exists?

I just only feel like that things may get harder for me. Things are too difficult for me to have to handle... If I could, I would have wanted to be a chameleon instead of a human. I only feel such chameleon power growing inside of me. But when will it truly take me over permanently?

And if I see myself, I don't even own a full fursuit yet. I just think I am an unattractive human in school. But I believe I am a chameleon instead. Maybe my chameleon obsession has taken me over too much? What could I do to try to help myself for classes?

Entirely, I just don't know how I am going to be after high school. It's either I'll be a human by the end, or that will all be forgotten, and I'll just be a chameleon permanently.

I don't know how I will be doing for these next classes...