Acquired new IT job recently, been 2 days in it. Here's hoping I last longer in that one. I should really start being more active on the picarto streams I know, rather than just tuning into twitch every day. I binge twitch too much tbh. I haven't the mood to art as you folks know, and I have zero motivation to get back into it, but I may get commissions going if I get this job going with no issues. I barely went 3 days without an issue at the old job, and it's because I wasn't auto-didact enhough then. In this job they're "teaching me to fish", and I seem to be understanding the concepts. Here's hoping.

Hopium is a drug that affects me strangely. If I have no hope, things go my way somehow, if I do... things don't. idk why.