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Yes, I do suck as an artist
5 years ago
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I’ve wasted my life attempting to be something I can’t be! I’m too nervous to have a steady hand and the patience to draw, and it comes out looking nothing even close to what I imagined in my head
Also, I suck as a writer! Like everything else, I rush through it like an idiot, and while I do have ideas, that’s what the stories come down to, scenes and ideas which are poorly worded, and comes down to a story with ideas, dialogue, and scenarios, without any coherent and natural flow
Please don’t say I don’t suck, because I just do, and the only reason why I’m still here not only on FA, but even the furry community is the same reason why it’s hard to quit most things: it’s hard to stop!
Plus, we’ll all the writers and artists I like, but there’s always something that I’m feeling like there’s a undercurrent of suckage! I’m fact, it feels like there’s a few elements that, if they bug me, and it’s something that the person who created it didn’t even notice, then I wouldn’t like it
Please don’t cheer me up
You are not my friend, as I have none
I don’t believe you, because you’ll will stab me in the back. If you are a friend, then your a fairweather friend
I might be high strung, paranoid, and distrustful when people are showing me kindness, but it’s only because I have a history of people doing that to me, and them lying to me, and not caring about who I am
I feel like I wasted my life
I deserved better, and you deserve the attention of someone better
The only reason why you even notice me is because I’m fucking annoying and a person who just doesn’t know when to shut the fuck up sometimes
To everybody I’ve ever done a trade, commission, and request for, I’m sorry!
You deserve better out of me
To
aritywolf, When I said the ko-fi donation didn’t get processed, and I asked you to send me money directly to my PayPal. That was fucking awful of me, as what I did was panhandling, and ever since, I’ve felt like you love been obligated to support me instead of doing it honestly.
To
skyblue2005, if you had to make some drastic alterations to the script of party of the blue dragon, then why am I even writing it, as your clearly better at dialogue than what I could ever be.
While you think that this is something a bit drastic and you should just look up some tutorials, I say “name me some you recommend!”
One last thing! I don’t really want to believe this phrase: “adults don’t have friends, they have acquaintances”
Also, I suck as a writer! Like everything else, I rush through it like an idiot, and while I do have ideas, that’s what the stories come down to, scenes and ideas which are poorly worded, and comes down to a story with ideas, dialogue, and scenarios, without any coherent and natural flow
Please don’t say I don’t suck, because I just do, and the only reason why I’m still here not only on FA, but even the furry community is the same reason why it’s hard to quit most things: it’s hard to stop!
Plus, we’ll all the writers and artists I like, but there’s always something that I’m feeling like there’s a undercurrent of suckage! I’m fact, it feels like there’s a few elements that, if they bug me, and it’s something that the person who created it didn’t even notice, then I wouldn’t like it
Please don’t cheer me up
You are not my friend, as I have none
I don’t believe you, because you’ll will stab me in the back. If you are a friend, then your a fairweather friend
I might be high strung, paranoid, and distrustful when people are showing me kindness, but it’s only because I have a history of people doing that to me, and them lying to me, and not caring about who I am
I feel like I wasted my life
I deserved better, and you deserve the attention of someone better
The only reason why you even notice me is because I’m fucking annoying and a person who just doesn’t know when to shut the fuck up sometimes
To everybody I’ve ever done a trade, commission, and request for, I’m sorry!
You deserve better out of me
To
aritywolf, When I said the ko-fi donation didn’t get processed, and I asked you to send me money directly to my PayPal. That was fucking awful of me, as what I did was panhandling, and ever since, I’ve felt like you love been obligated to support me instead of doing it honestly.To
skyblue2005, if you had to make some drastic alterations to the script of party of the blue dragon, then why am I even writing it, as your clearly better at dialogue than what I could ever be.While you think that this is something a bit drastic and you should just look up some tutorials, I say “name me some you recommend!”
One last thing! I don’t really want to believe this phrase: “adults don’t have friends, they have acquaintances”
Well How About Entering My Server In Discord DudeRegarding the script of the Party of the Blue Dragon, I still need your ideas and suggestions, so I can come up a way to make a better dialogue for them. If you're uncomfortable with the way I do in this comic, I assure you that I just have to get things done no matter how long, and that I do not mean to overshadow you.
My advice is to pray for guidance and take a break, perhaps longer and effective enough to relief stress. Because if you keep thinking you're not good in drawing or writing, your stress will worsen. Please, you're a good fellow to me, you deserve a break. At least play games or watch videos that are worth entertaining.
I actually have procreate, but it can do layered stuff like that
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/38891638/