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What makes me happy.
5 years ago
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I know I concentrated on two things that are negative in my previous journals but what makes me happy?
Shoot a warm sunny day, my days off, my art.. you know it used to be video games. But then I asked myself what I was creating... I may have mentioned this before in another journal but it really shook me when I asked what I was creating in a game... A profile .. a save file... 324 kbs of data.... So I decided to model in 3D.
But what really makes me happy is helping others to finally let go.
I get the most joy when someone else finally wakes up. And it is so hard to get people to listen sometimes. But if I can get someone to finally use logic to become happy and see them all of a sudden change? It makes me happy because finally people aren't as afraid anymore. They're not scared. They don't let the nervous anxiety talk and instead embrace the wild.
For far too long I used to shy away from jobs because of their descriptions. Now I look at that long list of duties and can tell how they operate.
So the biggest problem I see happening in the next 5 years is the lack of people willing to work. So I wanted to create a book called : The high school drop out's guide to America. Why? Because with a title like that would you ignore it?
I haven't been able to write much into this book to help others that have the frame of mind when it comes to cost versus college. But I hope one day I will be able to write it given it will receive a TON of criticism from the pompous assholes of the world who have way too much knowledge, but not enough wisdom.
I think that is the issue today.
But keeping it on happy things.... Being able to open a door for someone and not exactly holding their hands at all so they too can finally prosper is what really makes me happy.
Helping people to make an informed choice based on logic and cognitive thinking with just a few hints here and there is really the most rewarding. And it usually comes without acknowledgement or thanks. But one more dimension about me is I am a man without the need of praise. I know what I accomplished. That's all I need to continue.
Shoot a warm sunny day, my days off, my art.. you know it used to be video games. But then I asked myself what I was creating... I may have mentioned this before in another journal but it really shook me when I asked what I was creating in a game... A profile .. a save file... 324 kbs of data.... So I decided to model in 3D.
But what really makes me happy is helping others to finally let go.
I get the most joy when someone else finally wakes up. And it is so hard to get people to listen sometimes. But if I can get someone to finally use logic to become happy and see them all of a sudden change? It makes me happy because finally people aren't as afraid anymore. They're not scared. They don't let the nervous anxiety talk and instead embrace the wild.
For far too long I used to shy away from jobs because of their descriptions. Now I look at that long list of duties and can tell how they operate.
So the biggest problem I see happening in the next 5 years is the lack of people willing to work. So I wanted to create a book called : The high school drop out's guide to America. Why? Because with a title like that would you ignore it?
I haven't been able to write much into this book to help others that have the frame of mind when it comes to cost versus college. But I hope one day I will be able to write it given it will receive a TON of criticism from the pompous assholes of the world who have way too much knowledge, but not enough wisdom.
I think that is the issue today.
But keeping it on happy things.... Being able to open a door for someone and not exactly holding their hands at all so they too can finally prosper is what really makes me happy.
Helping people to make an informed choice based on logic and cognitive thinking with just a few hints here and there is really the most rewarding. And it usually comes without acknowledgement or thanks. But one more dimension about me is I am a man without the need of praise. I know what I accomplished. That's all I need to continue.
duallygirl178
~duallygirl178
I'm with you on sunny days because I can come out and just soak up the warmth. it feels good. Plus O'Malley loves to come out to town and go cruising the streets
