Life Updates: New Mic, Binaural Beats, Pupper, Etc
5 years ago
General
Hey, how we doin'? Me? I've been okay. Our lockdown's been extended till the 19th (it started the day after Christmas), so my grocery cashier workplace has raised my hours for some time till I go back to working at the spa. So not only am I extremely bored, I'm pretty exhausted from working these longer hours. I've been staying away from social media more often, and have been going to bed earlier than usual, which is unlike me.
Speaking of bed, I've been trying binaural beats for the past month while I'm sleeping. I don't remember what encouraged me into trying them, but they have really helped me relax and sleep better. When it comes to the dreams, it's a hit or miss for remembering them, and 99% of them haven't been surreal and lucid, but they are a lot more vivid. I'd wake up confused not knowing what's a dream and what's not (speaking of dreams, I do have more stories but they're gonna have to wait till next time. Just giving life updates in this entry). It's so surreal as I'm waking up 'cause as everything's fading in, I'm aware of laying in bed, but I don't even hear the music and don't feel the headphones on my head. Once I snap out of it is when I start hearing the music again, followed by feeling the headphones back on my head.
A few other things. I finally bought a new mic. Just waiting for it to be delivered. It's a Mackie EM-USB EleMent so it's a newer mic model (was a decent price, too), and is supposed to be meant for voice work. I thought about testing it for either another gaming vid, or during a livestream (which I still have kept in mind, and is still unknown when I will do one. But it will be on my Youtube channel).
Our new family dog's been fun and well, but at the same time a huge handful for everyone (she does consist of hyper-active breeds after all), so she had to be taken to a professional trainer's house since the 2nd (last Tuesday). Because of this pandemic, there are different strict protocols so she has to stay there till the 16th or 23rd. We've been watching many Youtube tutorials, and my mother's attended a zoom meeting to get tips on how to train her into getting out of her bad habits like chomping everything, jumping onto and biting people she likes, being aggressive with our cats, climbing up onto or against the counters and furniture, barking at and chasing everything, being shy around or growling at strangers, and being way too clingy (Aussie Shepherds are known to be Velcro Dogs).
Nothing seemed to work and it's been affecting everyone in the household, so taking her to this trainer was our last resort. My mother's checked up on her recently, and she's been more calm since the 6th, and the trainer's started using a training collar on her. We should've done that awhile ago but because my mother's a big softie she was hesitant to use one, and there have been Youtube vids or people in the zoom meeting stating that training collars shouldn't be used at all. But I had a coworker tell me that she used them on her dogs and they worked, and even the person where we got our puppy from used training collars on her dogs and they worked as well. We'll see where this goes.
As for my free time, I've been keeping myself busy with reading more SCPs, watching random Youtube vids (which has distracted me the most) helping take care of our puppy (before she was taken to the trainer's), organizing things around my room and in my laptop, checking messages and updates, playing more Crash Bandicoot N-Sane Trilogy (trying to collect all the gems in the 2nd and 3rd ones), and playing Mario Party on the Nintendo Switch with my little siblings (they got them for Christmas). I've been wanting to get back to working on unfinished art pieces, but I wanted to save that for when I eventually start doing livestreams. And as you've already guessed, I've been distracted with other things a lot...And my job, especially with these longer hours drains my brain which prevents me from having the motivation and energy to do even more work.
Stay tuned for more updates. Ciao for now.
Speaking of bed, I've been trying binaural beats for the past month while I'm sleeping. I don't remember what encouraged me into trying them, but they have really helped me relax and sleep better. When it comes to the dreams, it's a hit or miss for remembering them, and 99% of them haven't been surreal and lucid, but they are a lot more vivid. I'd wake up confused not knowing what's a dream and what's not (speaking of dreams, I do have more stories but they're gonna have to wait till next time. Just giving life updates in this entry). It's so surreal as I'm waking up 'cause as everything's fading in, I'm aware of laying in bed, but I don't even hear the music and don't feel the headphones on my head. Once I snap out of it is when I start hearing the music again, followed by feeling the headphones back on my head.
A few other things. I finally bought a new mic. Just waiting for it to be delivered. It's a Mackie EM-USB EleMent so it's a newer mic model (was a decent price, too), and is supposed to be meant for voice work. I thought about testing it for either another gaming vid, or during a livestream (which I still have kept in mind, and is still unknown when I will do one. But it will be on my Youtube channel).
Our new family dog's been fun and well, but at the same time a huge handful for everyone (she does consist of hyper-active breeds after all), so she had to be taken to a professional trainer's house since the 2nd (last Tuesday). Because of this pandemic, there are different strict protocols so she has to stay there till the 16th or 23rd. We've been watching many Youtube tutorials, and my mother's attended a zoom meeting to get tips on how to train her into getting out of her bad habits like chomping everything, jumping onto and biting people she likes, being aggressive with our cats, climbing up onto or against the counters and furniture, barking at and chasing everything, being shy around or growling at strangers, and being way too clingy (Aussie Shepherds are known to be Velcro Dogs).
Nothing seemed to work and it's been affecting everyone in the household, so taking her to this trainer was our last resort. My mother's checked up on her recently, and she's been more calm since the 6th, and the trainer's started using a training collar on her. We should've done that awhile ago but because my mother's a big softie she was hesitant to use one, and there have been Youtube vids or people in the zoom meeting stating that training collars shouldn't be used at all. But I had a coworker tell me that she used them on her dogs and they worked, and even the person where we got our puppy from used training collars on her dogs and they worked as well. We'll see where this goes.
As for my free time, I've been keeping myself busy with reading more SCPs, watching random Youtube vids (which has distracted me the most) helping take care of our puppy (before she was taken to the trainer's), organizing things around my room and in my laptop, checking messages and updates, playing more Crash Bandicoot N-Sane Trilogy (trying to collect all the gems in the 2nd and 3rd ones), and playing Mario Party on the Nintendo Switch with my little siblings (they got them for Christmas). I've been wanting to get back to working on unfinished art pieces, but I wanted to save that for when I eventually start doing livestreams. And as you've already guessed, I've been distracted with other things a lot...And my job, especially with these longer hours drains my brain which prevents me from having the motivation and energy to do even more work.
Stay tuned for more updates. Ciao for now.
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Glad to hear the binaural beats help you sleep better too. Have you tried a dream journal? Supposedly they can help you remember dreams better after a while.
Sorry to hear about the training troubles with your dog. Here’s to the beastie becoming well trained and home soon.
Regarding motivational troubles have you tried some CBT? Might help?
Hope things get better!
I have a dream doc in my laptop, which is where I store what I consider as my most memorable dreams. And they're the same dreams that I would share in my journals on here.
I've heard of CBT but I never really thought about trying it. I thought the binaural beats would help in a way since there is supposed to be a frequency that boosts confidence, focus, and motivation. It worked once where I doodled a bunch of random stuff in a day, but after that it didn't really work anymore. I keep switching between different beats every night, so I'll have to see if I can find that particular song again that made me to sit my butt down and let my creative juices flow. Once I get my new mic delivered to me, I'm hoping that it'll encourage me to show off working on my stuff that should've been done a long time ago.
And thanks.
CBT just helps retrain your brain in some ways. Might help with motivation or more mental energy if you wanted to look down that path. Here's hoping you find some more beats that help too.
Well I'm sure myself and many others on here are looking forward to seeing some of your work. No pressure at all though! Sort you out first :)
Eesh, I can't imagine working 14 hours on cash. So far the most amount of hours I've worked in a day on cash was 8.75 hours. At my aesthetics business (which I reopen later this week since our lockdown's coming to a close), I can only handle 10 hours in a day. I used to work 12 hours in a day at the spa, but I reduced it 'cause it was getting too much for me. Especially when working a secondary job, and this whole pandemic requires a lot more cleaning time which exhausts me.
Basically the only obstacles I'm facing for the cashier job are the commute in the winter, having to deal with problematic customers (which are starting to become more frequent again), some of the employees in the Grocery department (they clown around, mouth off at other employees, and don't do there jobs sometimes), lack of communication (there are times where we aren't told what's happening), the complex shifts and hours, and having to take all these repetitive actions that are affecting my joints and muscles pretty badly (my right arm and shoulder are giving in from the constant cleaning).
At the aesthetics business, the rent and materials cost are the biggest obstacles I have to face. Getting things organized and restocked comes in second, dealing with problematic customers in third, and having to perform and remember all of our strict pandemic protocols last.
I should really learn to get some kind of mental treatment like CBT, or hypnotherapy, or something to heal me mentally. The binaural beats worked for a bit, but something tells me that I may be becoming immune to them since I've been listening to them every night. They still help me sleep faster and better, but my anxiety's been coming back again. Since marijuana's legal in Canada, I've been hearing that CBD oil helps people with their mental issues. It's expensive, though, and it can be pretty tricky to find since there aren't a whole lot of shops selling cannabis-related products yet. Especially where I am since we're a small community.
What kind of things does your aesthetics business do? Are you looking forward to opening again? Do you have help with it?
I assume the problematic customers are anti vaxers/anti mask wearers? Oh I feel your pain with other employees being less than model workers. Your supervisors ever fight for you? I had on many occasion where my direct supervisor would demand I stay on checkout (even with no customers), then the floor supervisor tell me off and get me to work shelves, only to then get reprimanded by my direct supervisor for leaving. I ended up at once point getting tendonitis from the repetitive movements. How's your arm and shoulder doing now?
I'd really recommend researching some mental treatment for sure. CBT is evidence based and has a high efficacy for people who do it. I don't trust CBD oil myself.
I'm sure myself and others are here for you too if you just need to chat. I have a ton of experience with my own depression and anxiety so here if you need someone to vent or ask!
LMAO OMG That's hilarious! So far the biggest mistake I've made at a customer was just arguing with them about how our refund policies worked. I called a manager on duty down, the manager ended up siding with the customer and decided to make me give her a refund. I ended up making things worse by questioning this manager's decision. Because of how flustered I was from what just happened, I made mistakes with her refund which made the store lose money. This manager ended up getting so ticked off at me, and my anxiety went right through the roof. Had to go home early 'cause my mind was in such a bad state from what just happened.
In my aesthetics business I do manicures, pedicures, waxing, and facials. I am looking forward to opening again, but I'm not looking forward to all these protocols we have to follow. Our protocols are so strict compared to my cashier job. Because we're in the Orange Zone for Covid outbreaks, I can't perform facials and any waxing service on the face below the eyebrows. So I only have to stick with performing manicures, pedicures, and waxing on the eyebrows and rest of the body till we reach the Green Zone again. I do get help at the place from the owner, who is only a massage therapist. Everything's still a work in progress there, so I'm still trying to build up a clientele. It's tough, especially with how strict our protocols are compared to other places, and I'm still trying to get things organized for materials and such.
For the cashier job, the problematic customers are mainly ones that are impatient (Customers are supposed to wait till they get called up by us 'cause we sanitize our work stations), and ones that buy alcohol (We have a policy where employees need to be certified/smart served to sell alcohol. There are designated checkouts but not a lot of customers know that due to how we don't have any directional signs on where they go for alcohol. Then they get pissy 'cause they don't know any better. Plus during the lockdown, we were only allowed to sell alcohol till 8PM and not a lot of alcohol buyers knew that, so they get pissy when they can't get their bedtime booze).
For the aesthetics business, I've had some people argue about how our protocols are too extreme (Yes, they are extreme. But better safe than sorry). And some people would get extremely impatient and expect things to be done instantly like having an appointment, and replying to messages. So far out of every person I've had, I've only had to confront and refuse any more services for 1 person that's been causing troubles for both me and the spa owner. This person was absolutely ridiculous. She was extremely entitled, would twist her words around in an attempt to defend herself while arguing with us, and she got her husband involved when it was none of his business with what went on with us. Glad she's not coming back. She was a usual for a bit and was all right. But ever since we reopened after our first lockdown last year, she was just absolutely ridiculous.
I haven't had any issues with any of the managers and supervisors. However, my main manager (The cashier manager) didn't stand up for me when one customer treated me really bad (This customer swore up a storm at me, which is employee harassment). And when I mentioned about that refund issue I had earlier, that manager on duty (The seafood manager) got really pissed and thought I embarrassed her for questioning her actions. After that particular incident, she treated me like I didn't even exist anymore. But she's retired now, so I don't have to worry about her anymore.
My arm and shoulder are still pretty tender. The repetitive cleaning is what's causing it. I might end up getting tendonitis or arthritis if this keeps up. I'm hoping we stop soon, but it'll be awhile till enough people get vaccinated.
About the CBD thing, I'm kinda iffy about it too. Like...I know there are different kinds of cannabis with different chemical compounds, but I hear from a lot of people that it's helped them. Thing is, I ended up having a very bad experience with cannabis when I smoked it with my ex for a bit.
The positives I've experienced while smoking weed:
- I had a confidence and creativity boost
- I fell asleep faster when it was bed time
- I felt a higher sense of euphoria
The negatives I've experienced while smoking weed:
- My anxiety skyrocketed to where I felt people hated me, and I had suicidal thoughts
- I had insomnia
- I had nightmares of loved ones dying
- The munchies
- My confidence boosted so much that during social gatherings and when I would post status updates on social media, things got way too personal with some things I would say
- After smoking the stuff, I would get baked so bad that I'm just staring into outer space and not paying attention to what's around me. I made the mistake of driving home high once where I was both aware and unaware of what was happening around me. I'd conk out for a bit, then snap out of it and think that I missed my turn to get home, or something.
- I became more easily forgetful
But yeah, I'll have to see about I could do about fixing my mind up. Work and distractions are basically what's making me lose motivation and focus on doing the things I want to do.
Oh man that's peanuts! I mean yeah, when managers side with customers even against store policy it is a bitch, and it sucks when it happens too. Sorry to hear your anxiety was set off because of it.
One time a teen was with another lady coming to my checkout. The teen was carrying a huge vodka the whole way whilst the older woman the trolley. The teen then used a divider to separate the vodka from the rest, before the older woman added it to her own pile. When I picked up the alcohol I asked for ID from the teen. The older woman was adamant it was for her. I said what I'd seen and if I felt it necessary it is store policy to request ID. Older woman demands manager. Manager comes down, gets me out of my chair and then proceeded to completely ignore what I had said, and finishes the order. THEN tells me to bag it for the women and take it to their car. I was not happy to say the least, but it was the manager so I couldn't do anything. (I got my revenge later on but that's another story)
To do a job like that you must be good with your hands and have a good attention to minor details! Totally not a euphemism btw! ha! The extra protocols sound tedious but I guess no other way around it. Do you feel it's better to be able to open with the new restrictions, or stay closed until this lovely pandemic is over? Which part of the job do you like best, and which do you feel you do the best?
You know what I think would solve a lot of the issues with customers in general? Make the service industry paid more, and potentially get more people doing it as work experience. That'd temper a lot of attitudes I think. Otherwise the general public, especially those wanting booze, are idiots at times.
Like take for instance the people who argue with you. It's like, we can be safe, or you can have a higher chance of catching a potentially life threatening virus. Common sense people!? Shame it isn't good business to throw out customers hey?
I can top your refund mistake too (not that it's a competition). We got a winning lottery ticket in our store and I was the one to process it. I requested supervisor assistance but they were in the downstairs carpark smoking. The ticket was for $4000 so not a cheap one! Anyway I rang it up and after having a manager authorize it (I had to announce it over loudspeaker..) I paid him and went on with the day. Little did I know he had reached over the counter and taken the ticket back when I was on the announcement. It wasn't until the end of the day until they realized they didn't have it, thus were out 4k. Manager demanded it be taken from my wages until a security guard who liked me said to play it on the CCTV. Luckily it was caught on there and I was let off.
Glad the bastard of a manager for your job retired. They don't think what it would be like in the other persons shoes too often.
Here's hoping you don't get any physical repercussions from repetitive motion! It isn't pleasant. Doe's your province have an estimated time for the populace to be mostly vaccinated?
I've found a lot of the CBD stories are the placebo effect doing the majority of the work. Think you're better sometimes your body reacts to become better at times. From your pros and cons I (not that my opinion matters as a stranger) feel you'd be best without it. Especially considering it affects your mental health! The confidence boost and good feelings may be able to come again with something else? Man I used to social media all the time, but posting crap that nobody cared about. It took me a long time to realise I was better off not posting at all. Driving dam! You were lucky your inner autopilot kept you safe and sound!
I find gaming or reading helps with distractions. As too does a walk outside. Hard to do and turning your mind off the bad things though so I can appreciate how difficult it can be.
*Raises glass* here's to work, social, and mental balances all working out! Or at least some as to be an improvement!
ps. sorry that this was an essay! I can get carried away with stories sometimes!
I get comments at times from people at my aesthetics business that I'm very particular with what I do. Other issues I'm having in the aesthetics field that I forgot to mention are that I tend to be very self-critical (in other words, I lack confidence). And I'm struggling with the artificial nails. They've become so popular that I'm still trying to keep up with how to do it. When I went to college for aesthetics 7 years ago (before artificial nails became more popular), they taught it badly so I took a separate course back in 2019 for it. I learned a lot more from this course but I need to practice applying the gel solutions onto nails properly. The paint jobs I have no problem with, just the gel applications.
But yeah, the protocols at the spa are very~ tedious. This is how our spa works during this pandemic:
1. Masks have to be worn for the entirety of being inside.
2. Because of this new strain that they say infects the eyes more than the rest of the body, us workers have to wear safety goggle now except if we're behind plexiglass, which are only at the reception desk and my manicure table.
3. Everyone has to sign in and out with their phone numbers included, including us workers.
4. Every person (except the workers) that comes to our spa has to be screened and sign waivers before coming inside. Even if just stepping inside for 2 seconds to ask a question, book an appointment, etc. And it's every visit they make that they sign the same sheets and be asked the same questions over, and over again.
5. Everything that's been touched has to be disinfected (It takes me 30 minutes to 1 hour to clean everything), and we have to log what areas have been cleaned at what times, and state what methods we're using to clean.
6. Food and drinks aren't allowed, and we can't offer any food and drinks to anyone (However, us workers can brings food and drinks since we gotta eat).
7. Appointments have to be made at least 24 hours before. We can't have anyone walking in to request a service (aka walk-ins), and we can't book same day appointments.
I feel that with these new restrictions, it's much more difficult. Especially with how people aren't a fan with the way our protocols work. We were always stringent with our sanitizing methods before the pandemic hit, but this is over the top. In a way, I feel like I want to stay closed till this all blows over (which probably won't happen for another couple years, or so).
My favourite thing about the aesthetics business is that I'm basically my own boss. I feel I do massage the best, even though I can't perform full massage services since I'm not a registered massage therapist (the college I went to doesn't give certificates for that kind of stuff. They only teach the basics and expect you to take a full course in that field). But I can do relaxation massages while doing pedicures, manicures, and facials.
Yeah, it sucks that me and the spa owner had to shoo this karen away, but it had to be done. Otherwise she would've continued giving us a hard time.
Eesh, $4000. Damn....
Yeah they're saying that for us Ontarians, we're expecting a good amount of people to get vaccinated, and/or for things to be slightly back to "normal" by this September. A part of me doubts it though...Especially with the way us southerners behave compared to the northern region of the province (Northern Ontario's in the Green Zone, while Southern Ontario's a mix of Orange, Red, and Grey. My region's in the Orange). They're also saying that schools may close once again soon (for the 3rd time) due to even more rising cases happening after schools reopened this week.
I've been trying to stay away from social media more often since there's a lot of information overload, and they're one of the things that distracts me. I'm also distracted with watching Youtube, reading, gaming, and having family time at home. I just got my new mic a few days ago, but I still get distracted and have been too busy to start livestreaming myself working on my creations like I promised I would. So far I've used it to make part 1 of a gaming video (which has yet to be uploaded. Just have to think of a thumbnail idea for it). Even though it's one of the things I wanted to do, I basically broke my promise with what I said I WOULD do once I obtained this microphone, and consider this video recording as another distraction.
Gonna have to give myself a schedule so I can finally do it. I saw a Youtube video once about being successful, and they say setting yourself a schedule is the best option to achieve your goals. I've been meaning to set myself up one since 2019, but again...distractions and complex work schedules don't help.
Likewise. Hoping to pull myself together soon so I can finally do the things I want to do.
And it's all right. I have no problem reading/listening to what people have to say. At times I have a lot to say as well as a way of expressing myself.
Must feel good after everything to be your own boss though. Must be a weight off compared to working retail and having to be under the charge of people who are bad at their jobs.
You know I've never had a massage myself ^^ I can give decent ones (self taught ftw!) but no where near professional standard I'm sure. Would you be interested in taking a course to be able to do full body massages? How feasible is it to get that certificate?
I think you should invest in a large stick marked "the karen" and use it whenever it is needed! ha! Just keep poking them until they leave. No? Against policy? Shame haha
Here's hoping *faith in humanity strong* people get some actual sense and go along with covid guidelines. I know it's unlikely but a man can hope dammit! Overall Canada is doing okay though right? Compared to some countries like the States, or the UK.
Social media wise are you quite active when you do do it? Or more a passive person? I myself tend to be passive these days. I'll comment and like things if I feel it's warranted but I won't go out of my way to post things or the what not. I used to back when I had major depression and anxiety.
Don't be too hard on yourself either. It's okay to get distracted in times such as these. You'll get round to doing your projects I'm sure of that. What do you think of the new mic? Is it shiny? That's the main feature ofc right? ^^ But yes, does it work to your pleasing?
I'd advise against making set in stone promises. I've found they aren't good for those with mental health struggles. Set yourself small easy goals and be okay with not managing them.
Yes exactly right on a schedule. Part of the CBT I had was writing a diary of things to do. It makes it much easier to stick to a plan if you've written it down. Don't plan big things though. The example I was given is "clean the car". To some that's a big job and can set anxieties off due to the scale. So it was changed to things like "monday: clear car floor" "tuesday: clear off the seats" etc. Much easier on the mind.
If mental struggles get at you sometimes, specifically unpleasant thoughts, I can PM you one my sheets I was given from my counsellor. It basically has boxes that you fill out. Write the thought, say how believable it is, write supporting and contradictory points, write a "balanced thought" taking into account the facts. It helped me massively with bad thoughts. The idea is when that same bad thought enters your head, so to does the balanced though, which ends the spiral before it begins.
Like I said feel free to express yourself and talk about whatever. Myself and others are here.
I must apologise if I peddle the mental health help a bit much for you. I'm a supportive person who can't help helping others.
Yeah, it is nice being my own boss but it can still be tough since I have to keep track of everything that I do.
I've had relaxation and hot stone massages in the aesthetics school I went to. It is really nice. I have yet to experience other methods, though. I'm hoping one of these times when the spa owner isn't fully booked that I can get a massage from her to relieve some tension in parts of my body. She's also trying to get me to take a massage course 'cause she needs another massage therapist to work in our spa since she's really stacked with clients. It's hard for her to find one since we've had troubles with a couple already that gave her a hard time, and how people aren't a fan of our protocols. I'd love to take a massage course but schooling is expensive, and the pandemic doesn't really help with making things any easier. I think it's a 2 or 3 year course. Plus I feel I have enough on my plate already for the services I offer. Once I get the hang of doing gel nails, I should get more clientele than ever before and hope to finally quit working at the grocery store.
But yeah, no matter what we told this karen about why our protocols are extreme, she'd just make excuses, not listen to us, and involve her husband in the situation. Good riddance to her.
Yeah compared to USA, Canada is doing a bit better with not having as many outbreaks, but it's still pretty bad depending on which province you're in. Last I heard, either Ontario or Quebec have the most cases. I checked out this map just now on how many cases there currently are in Canada. There have been 850 thousand confirmed cases and 21 thousand deaths, which is slightly above medium range similar to how many cases there have been in Belgium, Pakistan, Saudi Arabia, Bulgaria, Romania, Bangladesh, Portugal, Serbia, North Macedonia, Switzerland, The Philippines, and Sweden.
I'd say lately I've been more passive online, but there are times where my anxiety can get to me and I end up acting passive-aggressive with whoever's comment bothers me. I mainly fave or like things, reblog/retweet, and try to get back to messaging or replying to people when I can. I used to be really active with everything (ie. status updates, journals, my own creations, RPing, replying and messaging people often, etc.). According to my Deviantart statistics, 2013 was my most active year of sharing my art content. Either 2019 or last year would've been my most inactive year, if I were to guess.
I love my new mic. Only thing is it's very sensitive so it can pick up a lot of background noise and echo. It's not a very shiny mic, it's got a matte finish to it.
I remember reading somewhere that stating your big goals aloud can make you not achieve them, or fall behind on achieving them. I'm a very honest and straightforward person so it can be hard for me to keep my mouth shut, heheheh.
Oh sure, I guess I can check out those sheets.
Thanks a bunch, it's no problem. I really appreciate the support.
Regarding needing bodies is there something like a fake hand you could practise on? Like a mannequin but for nails?
Oh for sure being your own boss must be tough. I know I wouldn’t be able to do it. Way too much stress for me.
Here’s hoping you manage to get a massage from your coworker (in any other profession that sounds wrong 😅).
2-3 years plus tuition is a big ask, especially with how much you’ve got going now.
Sure you’ll be a gel nail pro in no time!
I have friends in Vancouver. They confirmed what you said. Also pointed out that the USA has vaccinated more than the entire Canadian population. Mad in that regard. Family in the uk too. At least ca. isn’t as bad as there!
Ha oh I know all about when the passive aggressive kicks in. Do you feel bad about it after or put it past you?
I don’t have the self confidence myself to post. I think I’d be quite good at writing stories though, having read hundreds on here and deviantart. Tfs mostly I think.
What I’m saying is don’t knock yourself for not being as active, because you’re still showing a lot of confidence in posting.
Glad you like your new mic! Hope it serves you well!
Yeah I agree if you say big goals aloud it can be off putting. I know it would for me. Small goals is the way forward. I’ve just started to properly combat my avoidance behaviour myself. Quite hard but here’s hoping!
Hey honesty and being straightforward is admirable. Sure it gets you in trouble sometimes though haha. I’m quite a straightforward person also. Say it how it is. Communication is key.
I have a photo of the sheet but I’m unsure how to send it you on here.
I don't have a silicone hand for practicing nail stuff. Never thought about that.
I was just on Twitter a few minutes ago, and Biden's saying that he's expecting USA to have enough vaccines by this May. I find it both a good and bad thing. When it comes to the good side of it, USA definitely needs the vaccines more than the rest of the world due to their numbers. As for the bad, it's not really fair for the rest of the world that need these vaccines, and you've got the anti-vaccers that are gonna make things harder for everyone else.
It depends when I show my petty side. Like, I have this eye-for-an-eye attitude so if someone's being rude to me and won't stop, I put my petty behaviour past me. If I pissed the person off to the point where misunderstandings occur, that's when I feel bad about being petty. I did it a few times on Facebook to some problematic group members, and I even did it on Twitter to someone stating their opinion about Devil May Cry's plot (my favourite series of all time).
Well, the internet is a free place to post whatever you want that makes you content (as long as they're not offensive like the crap that happens on the dark web). I'm pretty sure you'll develop some kind of fan base, or something if you share whatever you create.
Good luck with overcoming the avoidance behaviour.
I have an email, adaru32[at]hotmail.com if you wanna share the photos there. Thanks a bunch.
Yeah it’s a hard situation vaccine wise. Happy for somethings, annoyed at others. Boiling cauldron of fiery rage for anti-vaccers.
Eye for an eye attitude isn’t a bad one in principle. Depends who the other person is too.
Me for example, I don’t have time for ignorant loud rude people. Disowned my father for similar reasons.
Yeah when misunderstandings occur it can be tough. I’m very bad with holding grudges myself. Some regrets there but hey ho!
I’ve never played Devil Mag Cry. Seen some cinematic clips on YouTube that were quite cool. No idea who is who and the plot though ^^
Ha maybe one day I’ll post something. Till then I can enjoy what everyone else posts 🙂
I sent the email too. Really does help. Hope it helps you!
I can write an essay about Devil May Cry if I wanted to. To sum it up (in a hilariously bad way), you have a wacky-woohoo pizza man named Dante that's the son of a legendary devil named Sparda that saved humanity from one of the lords of the underworld, Mundus. Dante's got an emo twin brother named Vergil with a god complex, and bore a son named Nero that became another main protagonist of the series (with no explanation on how that happened, but there are theories regarding this woman in a red outfit seen in Vergil's prologue of Devil May Cry 4 Special Edition).
Dante and Vergil don't really get along due to their viewpoint differences on humanity and demon kind, and because Vergil believes Dante was treated better than him in their childhood, and Dante's pissed that Vergil's caused a lot of trouble.
There are more characters and such with their own background stories, but what I stated is basically the gist of the main plot.
And thanks again for emailing the pics. I'll look at them whenever I get the chance.
Can I just say, wacky-wahoo pizza man is the greatest description I’ve ever heard for a video game character. I’m tempted to give the series a go just from that haha!
I am a fan of that genre too, assuming action RPG?
No worries for the pic! Happy to help!
Ps. Hope you had a good birthday!
And thanks. It was all right. Wish I could've done more.