I know my government right now is acting like an idiot with the whole "MAiD" debate and its turning out to be a really stupid shift to the extreme right (for a country that is usually left of American politics) but it doesn't mean that I agree with the solution.

I have no intention of harming myself or ending my life beyond natural causes and i have no intent on not fighting where I can for what I believe in or feel. I may not be able to contribute much anymore but this doesn't mean I feel like ending it all or taking it out on myself.

This is something that has taken years and years to finally accept and not freak out all the time over. AT least for now my time in the fandom and the tolerance of my issues has allowed me to grow a lot more wise and comfortable with myself.

...I guess it is what it is...



I'm just at a point right now where i don't know what to do or where to talk about my stuff without being sued, beaten up, de-platformed, banned or otherwise ridiculed in a very charged and volatile social media market. And therapy is expensive without it being covered by OHIP.

I'm also struggling to find a way to contribute to society and it is making me very depressed.

Im also been pretty lonely as of late and Covid has really made it obvious....