Hey everyone. Thought I'd give everyone an update on what's been going on with me, and why I haven't been around much these days. First off, I've been dealing with a lot of stress, depression, lack of motivation (which is why commissions have been slow) and just complete laziness. On top of that, I lost yet another close friend irl due to COVID-19, and it took a hard hit on me. And though I may come off as always nothing being wrong, casual, and cheerful, in all honesty, I'm hurting inside, and, well...I just don't wanna bring anyone else down due to my mood. I don't really like telling folks about my personal life because I don't folks to get too involved, and feel like they have to find ways to cheer me up (trust me folks...I've been through MUCH worse) but that's not to say that I don't appreciate folks wanting to help up my mood. I really am grateful for that, and I can thank you all enough for that. Seriously, there have been times were my mood was absolutely shit and hellish, and yet, somehow, some of ya may all that go away. From the bottom of my heart, thank you.

Also, just wanna point out, to those who wanted a commission from me a month ago, I haven't forgotten who you are, and will do my best to get to them as soon as possible. However, I will understand if you chose to cancel your slot, as it unprofessional of me to keep everyone waiting like that. I really need to start setting aside my own problems, and focus on others, regardless on how bad things are for me. I don't like making folks unhappy and upset. And I know maybe some of you think that I use my problems as an excuse, to which I say...I honestly don't blame any of you for thinking that way. Just because I have a fucked up life, doesn't mean I have to make others suffer for my misfortunes and crappy lifestyle. That ain't right, and it's not fair. I don't wanna be a selfish individual like that. So I'm gonna really try hard to work on making things better. Until then, I'll be seein' ya later guys. Cheers~

~Darcell1291