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16 years ago
Well I haven't updated this in a while, neither have I made much of an effort to actually make use of this account and upload things. Not that anyone really cares besides me really... but yeah.
I dunno, my mood's been up and down a lot lately. I just kinda wanted to do something and vent a little so I can stop being so upset/angry at everyone around me. After all, it's not healthy to keep this stuff in, right?
It really seems like it doesn't matter what I do... no one ever seems to cut me slack... It's incredibly annoying. I know it's not right, but I keep thinking about the ones who're annoying me and me hurting them... Of course I would never act on these thoughts, but I know it's not a good thing to be having them.
Anyway, if you read this, thanks for listening to me babble... Hopefully I won't have to vent again, or at least soon.
PS: People are jerks...
Double PS: Feels like I've been coming off as a jerk too, and I really don't mean to... Like I've been ignoring people... and I have to admit I've been a little hard on myself as well... I don't know what everyone thinks of me, and being paranoid, I automatically assume the worst... I know they probably don't feel how I think they do, but it's hard not to think like this. *Shrugs* Ah well... enough on that.
I dunno, my mood's been up and down a lot lately. I just kinda wanted to do something and vent a little so I can stop being so upset/angry at everyone around me. After all, it's not healthy to keep this stuff in, right?
It really seems like it doesn't matter what I do... no one ever seems to cut me slack... It's incredibly annoying. I know it's not right, but I keep thinking about the ones who're annoying me and me hurting them... Of course I would never act on these thoughts, but I know it's not a good thing to be having them.
Anyway, if you read this, thanks for listening to me babble... Hopefully I won't have to vent again, or at least soon.
PS: People are jerks...
Double PS: Feels like I've been coming off as a jerk too, and I really don't mean to... Like I've been ignoring people... and I have to admit I've been a little hard on myself as well... I don't know what everyone thinks of me, and being paranoid, I automatically assume the worst... I know they probably don't feel how I think they do, but it's hard not to think like this. *Shrugs* Ah well... enough on that.
And don't worry about bothering people with venting and stuff. You wouldn't believe how depressed I get during school. Just wait. One of these days, there's going to be a massive journal entry with me being completely bipolar.
So don't worry about other people's reactions to you. They can get some emotional calluses and tough up.
I'm sure things will get better for you~ :3