For People who know me and are close friends. Ive have a youtube and twitch stuff ive been doing for a long time. not special or like "popular" but I just did things because I enjoyed it. well I always kept furry and that gaming side separate out of attacks and ridicule (being autistic doesnt help with confrontations), Though with the last 5 years of being open about being Trans in the fandom and seeing people Ive been following for years open up, being trans or anything in general, has put me in a box of "I need to change shit" and for the longest time I kept struggling where to change my name, Thankfully I have that done and wont talk about that here.

However the Choices are hard part is where im trying to find a solution so when I do a "Reveal" on my channel and things about "hi yes im trans girl" and start being open to myself with that in my life, I want to start getting stuff to make my channel look better. which means getting a commission of my sona dressed up in a specific video game armor I like. however figuring out the artist I want to go for has been struggling. I keep looking at the people I normally commission but then other people I could possibly commission and just not sure what I want to go for. I dont want to look like "This is a SERIOUS GAMER" in pose or in grit art style. but enough to show im caring and fun person to me, but also someone who plays games a lot and enjoys my time. but also has to be someone I Might commission more often depending on factors. because I feel like if I get multiple different artists commission for this, it may seem odd? maybe im thinking to much but its the first time Ive been looking hard ball on it then before. so its a lot im going through on it.

Im like not in any rush to get a artist and solution now. but i definitely want to find one so when im ready to make that video I have stuff prepared. just a lot on my mind and figuring out the best choice XD

~Taya Erindra