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Things to come, a little update and just general feelings
4 years ago
If I could start my life from scratch,
If I could take away the pain of my past,
If I had another chance i would do just that,
I'd give anything jus' to go right back...
If I could take away the pain of my past,
If I had another chance i would do just that,
I'd give anything jus' to go right back...
So now that everything is going alright I can continue getting art and all that jazz so be looking forward to more stuff! I got 
Dentist working on some more refs for characters of mine, the current one is of my ol' foxy boi Sozen who currently only have one picture of him in his latest design and the next ref will be the poodle brother to that sassy poodle lady Selena Valentine who I had ordered a ref from 
FrozenOver a while ago; just waiting for her to get through her backlog to get to my stuff...not sure when that will be though sadly. Anyways this ref sheet for this poodle character is called Argustus Valentine though I won't say more about him til he has his ref done! Other than that, I got a few other commissions that I have had planned as well~
As for my family and what's going on with the repairs on the house, I haven't really called and talked to my mom and dad in a week but I'm sure they are doing fine. Last I heard they was getting the ceiling repair in my nephew's room and by next week the carpet should be replaced and they'll be getting new furnature and what not. My sis took her family to visit relatives elsewhere for a few days giving me and my bro some rest and quiet but they'll still be here til all the repairs are done at my mom's place so they can move back in.
How I'm feeling now opposed to how I was at the beginning of the year, I'm feeling better but I can't say I've gotten completely over losing one of my best friends like I did, as well as someone I had very intense feelings for. I've continued searching for that special someone that could fill that void in my heart and it's my top priority at the moment but I just don't know how to go about it. I think if I had someone I could get to know intimately, it would drastically help my mood for sure, I'm a hopeless romantic through and through and it's something that occupies my mind 95% of the time if I'm to be honest. It's not that I can't find someone that has exactly what I'm looking but rather having them enjoy and like the same stuff I love and be attracted or at least interested in getting to know me is the issue.
Anyways that's all I wanted to say today, thanks for stopping by to read my journal and stay classy my friends~
Dentist working on some more refs for characters of mine, the current one is of my ol' foxy boi Sozen who currently only have one picture of him in his latest design and the next ref will be the poodle brother to that sassy poodle lady Selena Valentine who I had ordered a ref from 
FrozenOver a while ago; just waiting for her to get through her backlog to get to my stuff...not sure when that will be though sadly. Anyways this ref sheet for this poodle character is called Argustus Valentine though I won't say more about him til he has his ref done! Other than that, I got a few other commissions that I have had planned as well~As for my family and what's going on with the repairs on the house, I haven't really called and talked to my mom and dad in a week but I'm sure they are doing fine. Last I heard they was getting the ceiling repair in my nephew's room and by next week the carpet should be replaced and they'll be getting new furnature and what not. My sis took her family to visit relatives elsewhere for a few days giving me and my bro some rest and quiet but they'll still be here til all the repairs are done at my mom's place so they can move back in.
How I'm feeling now opposed to how I was at the beginning of the year, I'm feeling better but I can't say I've gotten completely over losing one of my best friends like I did, as well as someone I had very intense feelings for. I've continued searching for that special someone that could fill that void in my heart and it's my top priority at the moment but I just don't know how to go about it. I think if I had someone I could get to know intimately, it would drastically help my mood for sure, I'm a hopeless romantic through and through and it's something that occupies my mind 95% of the time if I'm to be honest. It's not that I can't find someone that has exactly what I'm looking but rather having them enjoy and like the same stuff I love and be attracted or at least interested in getting to know me is the issue.
Anyways that's all I wanted to say today, thanks for stopping by to read my journal and stay classy my friends~
Please keep tryin Dobi, idk i can't talk for shit on meeting people but when i needed somone they were right there somehow, you'll get there :}
I know how to approach and be respectful but it doesn't matter much if they aren't interested in me at all, I just don't seem appealing to women...can't say the same for guys though lol. Well I'll keep trying but to find anything like my ex or my friend I had a crush on seems like looking for a needle in an ocean. ^^;
Etsys not the usual place haha but they were great while it was okay back then.
I'm dead as a doornail with interaction so i have confidence that you can definately get somewhere in time, it comes in the strangest ways sometimes so you never know, might be magnetized to that needle and slowly drawing it in without knowing :o