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Sorry for the delay on commissions
4 years ago
I'm sorry for the delay on commissions
I linearted and fully colored eight of them
Except now I have nothing but eight, fully detailed images needing completing, Ie; backgrounds and shading and finishing and doing nothing but backgrounds and shading have sapped the shit out of any "creative juices" I had, namely because backgrounds take the longest in thought and effort out of the whole image.
So grouping this process eight times over isn't helping anything.
So basically I've been shading fucking trees on eight separate images for weeks now that all look indistinguishable to me.
Obviously the solution would be to switch to linearting again.
I would but as I said I linearted to completion like eight damn images.
What the fuck am I going to lineart??? I have a few more to lineart but as soon as I finish the lineart it moves to "to be colored" status
a.k.a what I already am AT
I don't even know what goddamn month it is anymore honestly.
I swear I've been doing nothing but sleeping.
I haven't even logged in to any accounts in like two weeks. I haven't been doing anything.
I still have the big depression, shocker
Amazon gave me a bullshit fine so now I'm broke and can't buy a DA membership, bar $5, if you don't have a membership DA locks your account.
what am I going to sell for 5$!?
I haven't even really been talking to my friends.
I don't feel like talking to anyone.
Trying anything lately feels pointless. I don't want to try anything because I never succeed because I'm a failure.
I haven't gotten a job yet.
And because of that my family still considers me a lazy, unemployed piece of shit.
how the fuck am I supposed to get a job when every single one I have come across requires 2-5 years experience?!
On STOCKING SHELVES?
I don't even need a GED but it has a bunch of other shit for that.
What am I supposed to do??
Time to try Linkden.
Nothing makes me happy anymore.
Not even drawing.
I don't want to do anything but sleep and live vicariously through cartoon characters I draw having a fun time and in the loving embrace of their families who don't shit on them every day and call them useless pieces of shit.
I'm gonna die a virgin like Velma from Scooby Doo. But Velma at least had a nice ass
I'm basically undateable. who wants to date the high maintenance girlfriend who's not even hot enough to support the upkeep? I look like I'm fucking 12 I'm literally barely 5'3 and 95 lbs with no tits or arse to speak of as my mother likes to remind me
Can't help it I have medical problems effecting my weight, shithead mother
Honestly I'm so dead inside at this point I would probably not even enjoy sex.
Relationships seem like too much trouble I can barely keep up with friends how the fuck I keep up with a boyfriend?
None of my friends like the same shit I do
I used to not care but damn sometimes it would be nice to talk to some people about a video game I like and they would like it equally but I mean at my current mind set I'd not enjoy the deep debate about the genders of Lumen sages and Umbran Witches or their mythological inspirations in their architecture
FML, I wish I was hot enough to be a hooker.
fmlfmlfmlfmlf
I linearted and fully colored eight of them
Except now I have nothing but eight, fully detailed images needing completing, Ie; backgrounds and shading and finishing and doing nothing but backgrounds and shading have sapped the shit out of any "creative juices" I had, namely because backgrounds take the longest in thought and effort out of the whole image.
So grouping this process eight times over isn't helping anything.
So basically I've been shading fucking trees on eight separate images for weeks now that all look indistinguishable to me.
Obviously the solution would be to switch to linearting again.
I would but as I said I linearted to completion like eight damn images.
What the fuck am I going to lineart??? I have a few more to lineart but as soon as I finish the lineart it moves to "to be colored" status
a.k.a what I already am AT
I don't even know what goddamn month it is anymore honestly.
I swear I've been doing nothing but sleeping.
I haven't even logged in to any accounts in like two weeks. I haven't been doing anything.
I still have the big depression, shocker
Amazon gave me a bullshit fine so now I'm broke and can't buy a DA membership, bar $5, if you don't have a membership DA locks your account.
what am I going to sell for 5$!?
I haven't even really been talking to my friends.
I don't feel like talking to anyone.
Trying anything lately feels pointless. I don't want to try anything because I never succeed because I'm a failure.
I haven't gotten a job yet.
And because of that my family still considers me a lazy, unemployed piece of shit.
how the fuck am I supposed to get a job when every single one I have come across requires 2-5 years experience?!
On STOCKING SHELVES?
I don't even need a GED but it has a bunch of other shit for that.
What am I supposed to do??
Time to try Linkden.
Nothing makes me happy anymore.
Not even drawing.
I don't want to do anything but sleep and live vicariously through cartoon characters I draw having a fun time and in the loving embrace of their families who don't shit on them every day and call them useless pieces of shit.
I'm gonna die a virgin like Velma from Scooby Doo. But Velma at least had a nice ass
I'm basically undateable. who wants to date the high maintenance girlfriend who's not even hot enough to support the upkeep? I look like I'm fucking 12 I'm literally barely 5'3 and 95 lbs with no tits or arse to speak of as my mother likes to remind me
Can't help it I have medical problems effecting my weight, shithead mother
Honestly I'm so dead inside at this point I would probably not even enjoy sex.
Relationships seem like too much trouble I can barely keep up with friends how the fuck I keep up with a boyfriend?
None of my friends like the same shit I do
I used to not care but damn sometimes it would be nice to talk to some people about a video game I like and they would like it equally but I mean at my current mind set I'd not enjoy the deep debate about the genders of Lumen sages and Umbran Witches or their mythological inspirations in their architecture
FML, I wish I was hot enough to be a hooker.
fmlfmlfmlfmlf
I dunno how to "try for a job" any harder than looking on the websites
"Am I qualified for this?"
>3yrs experience
"Well damn"
x1000000000000
Maybe covid fricked up the job market and everyone just wants to hire people who already know what they're doing.:/ beh
*hug* thanks though Gwolo
It's been a shitty couple of months, all we can hope is that things start turning around soon.
Just gotta take everything one day at a time, that's all we can really do at this point.
Hoping the best for you.