Athena is really becoming a strong fursona of mine. She has so much strength and determination, and doesn't let anything stop her. So I'm not going to, either.

I am working on getting better and have made a lot of progress in the 3 sessions I've had in therapy. I'm starting to feel like myself again which has been someone I haven't been since I quit my job due to management changes and not having my disability needs met anymore along with the stress of my parents and dad cheating on my stepmom and me getting pulled in the middle of it all which is one of the reasons why I'm in therapy because it was pretty bad and pretty messy-it caused me severe breakdowns, actually.

I've had other factors that've weighed on me and I'm finally able to just talk about it. I'm becoming light, and happy again and no one's gonna bring me down anymore. I won't allow it.

I've gotten this far...I just need to keep going, and get back into an emotionally stable state so I can start job hunting again. I'm not lazy, and I'm not sitting on my ass, either. I'm working to get my weight back down to 115lbs and build up the strength in my fucked up left ankle. No, I'm not working right now, but I don't mind as I'm focusing on factors that will help me get a job again and able to do things.

I'm building myself up, physically and emotionally/mentally. Yes, I will still have bad days, but as long as I focus on mostly positive things, I should be alright.

Just gotta keep on trucking and get myself back up to where I know I can be.