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Update: March
4 years ago
Well, another month is almost over and no work to show for it. This year has really been off to a horrible start and I won't like, it has progressively gotten worse as time went on, minus a few lights. Basically come January of next year, there will be a lot of big changes to my life, and I know that is a year out but I want to put this in a place I will always see and remind myself it will get better. In January, I will be moving in with my boyfriend 
SunBroSkarin and my brothers 
chump125 And my brother Shade who isn't on FA. After heavy contemplation and some heavy consideration, I think emotionally, mentally and many other reasons I need a change of pace, and I feel being around my boyfriend, and my brother who has helped me write TTTK from the start, it'll help me through stuff and just open up my work some. But that doesn't mean I won't be stopping my work until then. As a small announcement, I have decided to change my way of things and I am going to start getting myself on track. I recently finished the game Xenoblade Chronicles 2, and a line near the end of the game was "A part of being a grown up is knowing when to let go." And that hit me hard knowing I have been holding onto a lot of emotions and pain for a long time and it is time to let go and let my future start unfolding for the better.
I am going to restart a lot of things, sometime in the next month I will be starting a new youtube channel and twitch channel, to do what I love when my writing is down, I want to entertain, I want to make videos, I want to play games. Twitch will be where I enjoy myself and play games and just do stuff that doesn't feel like work, just me being me and being happy. As for youtube, I want to expand TTTK and the knowledge and the stuff with it to more than just words on paper and a screen. I want to stretch my skills out, I want to make music for the story that inspires me, I want to do more with TTTK and push it out of just the story format, and show it for what it is, a story with a lesson on life and existence. And I hope this lets me do it.
As for restarting TTTK, no, the story is not going to be redone and changed with what is already done. What has happened happened, TTTK is nearing its end of arc 3 and moving on slowly as I have began working on the final chapter of arc 3, because I want to personally expand on it and make chapters longer, fit more context and content and details in, and start building the world bigger and better than I already have. However that comes with a cost...
In the last month... a lot of TTTK will chance in a technical sense, in that I have to go back and replace three characters in the story at present. Lately my trust has been broken and I learned that Lyle, the father figure to Inferno in TTTK... Was not a real person, and was a lie made up by the creator of the character used to toy with the emotions of my father before he passed away... And that person has since been long cut from my life. As of Arc 4, TTTK is going to be replacing Joshy, Lyle and Thanatos with three new characters that myself and chump125 are working on and developing, they will serve a similar purpose and guide the plot as needed, but we will be working on things slowly. To give an example, Lyle is going to be replaced with a character named Lumen, a resident of Sanctuary who learns of Inferno and goes to check it out himself and grow attached to Inferno. I won't say anything on the replacements of Joshy and Thanatos until they are ready, but it will put me behind a little.
Learning that the man I looked up to, and the man my own father looked to as a father figure, was a lie and a fake created by the person in question really hindered my work, my father passing away having already put me in a struggle to write as I lost a lot of interest in writing, RPing, gaming, everything... And that is why I just didn't really exist much anywhere except with my friends and family. I will continue to refrain from saying the persons name, but they know it and those involved know everything. But I am back now, and plan to start working hard to replace those characters and starts to refine TTTK.
As for requests and such, I will finish what I have on queue in my own pace, as I get my motivation back, I promise. I just need to slowly and surely work myself back into a pattern and make sure I am ready. I have been heart broken over my dads passing, I have been betrayed, and tossed around... Things have not been easy, but I am back slowly
SunBroSkarin and my brothers 
chump125 And my brother Shade who isn't on FA. After heavy contemplation and some heavy consideration, I think emotionally, mentally and many other reasons I need a change of pace, and I feel being around my boyfriend, and my brother who has helped me write TTTK from the start, it'll help me through stuff and just open up my work some. But that doesn't mean I won't be stopping my work until then. As a small announcement, I have decided to change my way of things and I am going to start getting myself on track. I recently finished the game Xenoblade Chronicles 2, and a line near the end of the game was "A part of being a grown up is knowing when to let go." And that hit me hard knowing I have been holding onto a lot of emotions and pain for a long time and it is time to let go and let my future start unfolding for the better.I am going to restart a lot of things, sometime in the next month I will be starting a new youtube channel and twitch channel, to do what I love when my writing is down, I want to entertain, I want to make videos, I want to play games. Twitch will be where I enjoy myself and play games and just do stuff that doesn't feel like work, just me being me and being happy. As for youtube, I want to expand TTTK and the knowledge and the stuff with it to more than just words on paper and a screen. I want to stretch my skills out, I want to make music for the story that inspires me, I want to do more with TTTK and push it out of just the story format, and show it for what it is, a story with a lesson on life and existence. And I hope this lets me do it.
As for restarting TTTK, no, the story is not going to be redone and changed with what is already done. What has happened happened, TTTK is nearing its end of arc 3 and moving on slowly as I have began working on the final chapter of arc 3, because I want to personally expand on it and make chapters longer, fit more context and content and details in, and start building the world bigger and better than I already have. However that comes with a cost...
In the last month... a lot of TTTK will chance in a technical sense, in that I have to go back and replace three characters in the story at present. Lately my trust has been broken and I learned that Lyle, the father figure to Inferno in TTTK... Was not a real person, and was a lie made up by the creator of the character used to toy with the emotions of my father before he passed away... And that person has since been long cut from my life. As of Arc 4, TTTK is going to be replacing Joshy, Lyle and Thanatos with three new characters that myself and
chump125 are working on and developing, they will serve a similar purpose and guide the plot as needed, but we will be working on things slowly. To give an example, Lyle is going to be replaced with a character named Lumen, a resident of Sanctuary who learns of Inferno and goes to check it out himself and grow attached to Inferno. I won't say anything on the replacements of Joshy and Thanatos until they are ready, but it will put me behind a little.Learning that the man I looked up to, and the man my own father looked to as a father figure, was a lie and a fake created by the person in question really hindered my work, my father passing away having already put me in a struggle to write as I lost a lot of interest in writing, RPing, gaming, everything... And that is why I just didn't really exist much anywhere except with my friends and family. I will continue to refrain from saying the persons name, but they know it and those involved know everything. But I am back now, and plan to start working hard to replace those characters and starts to refine TTTK.
As for requests and such, I will finish what I have on queue in my own pace, as I get my motivation back, I promise. I just need to slowly and surely work myself back into a pattern and make sure I am ready. I have been heart broken over my dads passing, I have been betrayed, and tossed around... Things have not been easy, but I am back slowly
SunbroSkarin
~sunbroskarin
love you sweetie, and know you will always have my full support in whatever you do
