Okay, I am just having terrible luck for this shitty year! I got catfished again >:(!!! I received a notice from Georgia Tech and I did not get accepted into their college! I recently did a art commission to one of my friends (See my scraps for more) and I was really nervous and stressed if my friend was going to judge me in a mean way for doing it. However, nobody said anything about it, which was good. I have been so lonely, I just might give up on love for a long while if things come to worst. I just am a worthless person with Anxiety, ADHD, and all other disabilities that cannot be cured. I only wish I could make this world happy but I am not up for it. Sorry for downing myself and curing a lot but I am just so weak right now! All of y’all are so lucky to be accepted into the fandom but I am just a shadow that lurks and always dies whenever it gets dark. All of you are so lucky to get art from so many furries gifts, commissions, all of that. Even when I see an art raffle pop up on my notifications, no matter how many times I enter, I never get picked or I don’t have an OC that can seem gleaming to me and everyone else. Maybe I should give up the fandom, roleplaying, or art in general if this keeps up! ;(

Anyway I am going to start volunteering at a hospital soon and I just joined a drag racing team for a Nitro Chevy S10. So those are the good things that have happened this year. I am also going to look into a new career center/college to see if they can help me out or not. I hope you all have a good day, stay safe and I will write to yall later!