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Update On Life And My Lack Of Activity
4 years ago
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Hello every fluffy... Or not so fluffy. I hope everyone is doing well in this difficult time and is staying safe.
I'm going to do my best to shine a light on why I've been so quiet and seem to keep vanishing.......
I have a lot of physical health problems, most are incurable and I just have to try to tolerate the symptoms. I have bad arthritis in all my joints and carpel tunnel in both wrists. Me and my Dr are trying to avoid the need for surgery on my right wrist, but it's not looking to good. I also have to try to deal with fibromyalgia, IBS and CVS, the CVS often causes me to have seizures usually debilitating me for a day or two. I'm always in pain (I honestly don't know what it would feel like to not have pain) and feel sick more often then not. With COVID I haven't been able to make my usual appointments or go to any physical therapy, hopefully that will be changing soon.
My mental health isn't that much better. I have bipolar/schizoaffective disorder, severe anxiety/paranoia, OCD, CPTSD and DID (We are currently a system of 15). I'm literally not always myself or can't get myself to do things I usually enjoy or need to do.
Unfortunately my mental and physical health heavily effects each other and tends to make the other worse.
My home life isn't bad, but it is extremely busy and stressful. My mate (Panda) works on the road and isn't home much during the week anymore, usually gone over nights. My mate (Lily) Works retail with crazy random hours, but I am so thankful to have her home with me at night. We have three kids at home, weekends alternate between having one or four kids. All go to school, but one (He's three and we hope to have him in pre k in the future). We also have a fist full of fluffy beasts to take care of, a belgian shepherd named Skully, two ferrets named Gibs and Cloud and three cats Tiny, Lacey and Callie.
I'm sure there are more things that could be mentioned, but it's not coming to mind atm. I'm trying to get back into the proper swing of things and do more art stuff. I will do my best to get back on it, I'm truly trying. I deeply appreciate all your patience and tolerance of my disappearing acts, I really don't mean to do it and I'm trying to fix it.
If you have any questions or anything please feel free to ask, I try to be as open as possible.
I'm going to do my best to shine a light on why I've been so quiet and seem to keep vanishing.......
I have a lot of physical health problems, most are incurable and I just have to try to tolerate the symptoms. I have bad arthritis in all my joints and carpel tunnel in both wrists. Me and my Dr are trying to avoid the need for surgery on my right wrist, but it's not looking to good. I also have to try to deal with fibromyalgia, IBS and CVS, the CVS often causes me to have seizures usually debilitating me for a day or two. I'm always in pain (I honestly don't know what it would feel like to not have pain) and feel sick more often then not. With COVID I haven't been able to make my usual appointments or go to any physical therapy, hopefully that will be changing soon.
My mental health isn't that much better. I have bipolar/schizoaffective disorder, severe anxiety/paranoia, OCD, CPTSD and DID (We are currently a system of 15). I'm literally not always myself or can't get myself to do things I usually enjoy or need to do.
Unfortunately my mental and physical health heavily effects each other and tends to make the other worse.
My home life isn't bad, but it is extremely busy and stressful. My mate (Panda) works on the road and isn't home much during the week anymore, usually gone over nights. My mate (Lily) Works retail with crazy random hours, but I am so thankful to have her home with me at night. We have three kids at home, weekends alternate between having one or four kids. All go to school, but one (He's three and we hope to have him in pre k in the future). We also have a fist full of fluffy beasts to take care of, a belgian shepherd named Skully, two ferrets named Gibs and Cloud and three cats Tiny, Lacey and Callie.
I'm sure there are more things that could be mentioned, but it's not coming to mind atm. I'm trying to get back into the proper swing of things and do more art stuff. I will do my best to get back on it, I'm truly trying. I deeply appreciate all your patience and tolerance of my disappearing acts, I really don't mean to do it and I'm trying to fix it.
If you have any questions or anything please feel free to ask, I try to be as open as possible.
no sweat if you're not able to upload much. you got a busy life!