I dont blame you, even though its virtual you still kinda feel like youre right there since youre "in person" conversing rather than voice call from a distance or like texting, but if you just remember that no one knows who you are/cares and let free it can be super funny and might find some genuine connections :p

I could try, but stilll x3

wishing you luck! i havent played in a while tbh so i dont know what the waters are like lol

God, that's me too. The few times I've been in there with friends and fans, it was great! But damn is it hard to convince myself it can remain that way. Having some incredible back to back first experiences kinda makes it hard to hope for half as good the next time round. And the whole experience was anxiety inducing, even while it was very fun! Just try and get a buddy to dive in with, and it will be so much easier. :)