I know I haven't been doing much updating or replying on comments or people who have watched me recently. I haven't been able to draw things nor have I been able to check up on my image archives (seems I'm also neglecting my deviantART account as I have not cross posted my recent images there yet). One reason for this is because I'm really having some ordeals with sleep. Another reason is I've been trying to understand what it is that is causing my hard drives to tell me that there is stuff on it one second then suddenly tell me there is nothing on it the next. Yet another reason is because of the events to be taking place this month and next month in real life with my family. And then there is the fact of me still trying to cope with the drama that had taken place on SecondLife and somehow leaked here to FA by a certain user to be left nameless. So just to get this out and across the board, I am not neglecting in responding to everyone who is either faving, commenting, and/or watching me here. As I say in my profile info, I do apologize if I don't acknowledge the comments, watches, and/or favorites you all have given me. I really do appreciate it regardless if I respond to it.

Lastly, forgive me about my last journal entry. I was honestly over emotional about the events that had taken place over SecondLife about former friends apparently wanting me to backstab other friends of mines who supposedly hurt them. In essence wanting to control me in who I can have as friends, which in my perspective is not something a friend should be able to do. I do understand that these friends of mines may have hurt other friends, but that doesn't really give them the right to force me to stop being friends with them. It's quite disrespectful to me really. So if you're wondering why I chose not to respond to the comments to that previous journal, it's because the journal was made with no thought to what being done. Quite possibly... the journal is against the TOS of FA as well which I suppose I'll leave up to the admins here to decide if it should go under debate on such. However there was another journal (not really the journal but the publishers comment to another users comment to their journal) that probably invoked me to post what I had posted previously in my journal here. The person did not use my username that I use here, however the person did use my SL name which is directly associated to me by my profile info at the top of my page here and is apparently used by some friends who had found me on FA through SL. So if these things do go under investigation of TOS violation, I would hope that the administrators also look into the other users journal. Yet again, because this problem originated from SL, I'll leave the username of the person I'm referring to as unknown.

To move off my emotional blabbering and back to the point of this journal, I want to make this journal to thank those who either commented, favorited, and/or watched me in the past month or however long it was that I have not been acting upon messages left to me here. I graciously appreciate you all.

Current Mood: DJ Khaled - Out Here Grindin' (feat. Rick Ross, Akon, Ace Hood, Plies, Lil Boosie, and Trick Daddy)
Current Music: Sleepy -.-