WOW! I never though I would get over 20 watches on my FA Page, but I wonder if those people who just added me are bots or fake accounts? I never heard of some of the people that added me, I know one of them is an artist and is a real FA user. Anyway, I am still a little sad to be honest, most just because no one has commissioned me yet, and I am not receiving much love and I don't have a boyfriend/girlfriend yet. Most of y'all are telling me to hang in there but I am still finding little to no hope for me because I am not a normal person like y'all as you saw in my last journal. I am going to Jekyll Island, Georgia for my Spring Break Trip from 4/3/2021 to 4/11/2021 so If I am not active, its because I am doing something else or I am just enjoying my work free break while I can. My parents still don't trust Discord no matter how many times I have tried to convince them. I just feel lonely a lot of times, I just want to hug and cuddle with a irl furry one day if that is possible, that I have heard of - so if you are a stranger watching this, go tell someone else (no offence). I feel like a idiot telling other furries that I will visit them soon, but in reality that will never happen or won't happen for a long time. I am just lost irl in the fandom like an addiction of adding photos to my favorites page, or just wondering if I will ever see a furry user irl. I don't know but I hope you all have a great day, stay safe, and God Bless you All! ^^