Been just slowly getting more&more depressed lately, the whole COVID thing ironically isn't even affecting me since I'm mostly a introvert.. At least irl my introvertedness shows muuuuuuuuuuuuuch more.
Sometimes it just feels like things are getting worse day after day, from my health to my mental state.. My memory is horrible and my backpain ceases to get any better..

Trying to keep it together so I can keep helping my friends from where I can online, albeit mostly over Discord/Telegram/Steam, but at least I'm trying..
I just sometimes don't feel like I'm good enough though, just always feeling left out and lonely. Sitting around usually doing nothing because I don't know what to do with my life.. x.x

On good news at least, I have been seeing doctors for both mental and physical health issues.
Also found a song that I oddly feel like on a emotional level... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=thZqzBtnXCY