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I'm fine, really
4 years ago
I need to apologize, the time i go through isn't easy for me and my last journal (That i deleted) was not a cry for help, what maybe looked like it. I just needed a platform to get all those thoughts our of my head and finally say what kept my heart in pieces, i finally made this decision and i'm feeling better now, calm and looking forward again.
For all those people who know me and read this journal, i would be sad to lose you all as friends and even if we don't write much, we stay friends. I just need some time to get my head in place again and focus on stuff i love and that's definitly being in this great community, i never felt more right in a place like this one here, being a babyfur.
I will keep you guys up to date on how things are going, i'm already having my first appointment tomorrow and i see forward
I wish all of you a good start into the new week and please be safe guys it's a weird time right now
Your Allan
For all those people who know me and read this journal, i would be sad to lose you all as friends and even if we don't write much, we stay friends. I just need some time to get my head in place again and focus on stuff i love and that's definitly being in this great community, i never felt more right in a place like this one here, being a babyfur.
I will keep you guys up to date on how things are going, i'm already having my first appointment tomorrow and i see forward
I wish all of you a good start into the new week and please be safe guys it's a weird time right now
Your Allan
And I hope things will fall into place for you again soon.
Hopefully in the future, we can see each other again. You are good company and I enjoyed the time when we met at the Eurofurence a while back.
(and yes, I do suck at keeping in contact sometimes, it's no ill will :/ )
I really enjoy your company, too. Eurofurence became much better just hanging out with you and i would be sad to lose you as a friend.
I definitly want to meet you again and spend some time with you again and seeing definitly forward to it.
I know we don't really talk much, I know that... and that is mostly my fault. I'm just terrible at keeping in touch and at smalltalk.
But I do count you among my friends. Not acquaintances, friends.
And don't be sorry, i'm bad at those stuff too, i was always the person who had to call friends and get things going.
That's why i got more and more in the mindset that i don't wanna move forward.
But what i can say is that i'm excited to hug the cute bearkitty again as soon as possible ^^
I had my world get turned upside down myself and spent the last three months getting back on my feet and healing.