Scratch that...
16 years ago
Peter: Not even gingers have souls in their vaginas.
Okay so moving...not gonna happen. The friend I was supposed to move in with is being REALLY sketchy on his ideas why its good for me to move in with him. The only reasons he can give are 'It's closer in town and you'll be away from your mother!'. Okay so sometimes me and my mother don't get along, that happens. Sure I'm the maid at my house but I don't have a job currently so that's fine. If I moved over there I'd be doing the same thing til I got a job and frankly, I don't want to clean after four guys. I'm sorry, but I just need to get out of the house sometimes, and once I do, me and my mom are completely fine with each other after I've been out, and I feel refreshed.
Also he needs to get his side of the car problems fixed and thank god people are finally helping now because he can't do it himself; he's got a kid to look after.
Another point: I love his kid to death, but I'm not used to way younger kids. Especially when he's kinda skimpy on the disciplining himself, but that's not my area to rag about.
So, I need my car fixed so I can get a job, and shit.
In reality, I don't really need to move into town because my mom and Peter said that they could help me with gas if needed.
So...moving right now is kinda a bad thing to do. If I moved there:
-one month to find a job, one month no bills. I'm fucked if I can't find a job.
-house cleaning chores
-no privacy, as my 'room' will the commons in the front of the house. :|
-no sexytimes with Peter. That one's a big one because he's leaving for the army in about 3 months, and I'm sorry but I want to spend as much time with him as I can.
Stayin' at my mom's:
-free rent
-take as much time as I can finding a job
-sexytimes with Peter :D
-my crazy mother asking Peter things
Right now I feel like moving away is a bad thing to do. Plus I think I get stupider when Peter's not around cause this all happened when Peter had to go to Minneasota for a few days, and my friend made it sound too good to be true.
Argh.
Also he needs to get his side of the car problems fixed and thank god people are finally helping now because he can't do it himself; he's got a kid to look after.
Another point: I love his kid to death, but I'm not used to way younger kids. Especially when he's kinda skimpy on the disciplining himself, but that's not my area to rag about.
So, I need my car fixed so I can get a job, and shit.
In reality, I don't really need to move into town because my mom and Peter said that they could help me with gas if needed.
So...moving right now is kinda a bad thing to do. If I moved there:
-one month to find a job, one month no bills. I'm fucked if I can't find a job.
-house cleaning chores
-no privacy, as my 'room' will the commons in the front of the house. :|
-no sexytimes with Peter. That one's a big one because he's leaving for the army in about 3 months, and I'm sorry but I want to spend as much time with him as I can.
Stayin' at my mom's:
-free rent
-take as much time as I can finding a job
-sexytimes with Peter :D
-my crazy mother asking Peter things
Right now I feel like moving away is a bad thing to do. Plus I think I get stupider when Peter's not around cause this all happened when Peter had to go to Minneasota for a few days, and my friend made it sound too good to be true.
Argh.
Am I the only one loving the weather here? <3 Rain.
I need some hot cocoa or something