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[Personal Update] Where Have I Been?
4 years ago
it's likely you been seeing less and less of me as well. Thing is life just gets in the way, the lockdowns take a toll for one, but a lot of art is just...boring and no longer fun to me. I tried taking commissions to make myself be pushing towards wanting art as a career path but it's not been working out at all for me, a lot of it being my fault and experiences I had on top of my envy.
The unpaid commissions I owe are still active though I have to admit that I no longer have interest in the ideas I was given. So a lot of it is just pushing to get ideas done, of myself and of the things I owned. It's just a low spark that gets fed from time to time and sometimes I only get to doodle something once a month at best despite having moods and wants and mentally hitting roadblocks I can't get around.
I still want to take a hiatus and this isn't what I wanted out of a hiatus so to speak, because it's a paradox guilt of "I want to draw but i need to take a break so I can get energy to draw again" but when you get the energy, nothing happens. I don't know what's wrong with me.
-Zylo Wolf
The unpaid commissions I owe are still active though I have to admit that I no longer have interest in the ideas I was given. So a lot of it is just pushing to get ideas done, of myself and of the things I owned. It's just a low spark that gets fed from time to time and sometimes I only get to doodle something once a month at best despite having moods and wants and mentally hitting roadblocks I can't get around.
I still want to take a hiatus and this isn't what I wanted out of a hiatus so to speak, because it's a paradox guilt of "I want to draw but i need to take a break so I can get energy to draw again" but when you get the energy, nothing happens. I don't know what's wrong with me.
-Zylo Wolf
Although I still wanna get paid at some point, I still wanna consider art and music as my personal hobby.
Take the time off, come back if and when you feel like you want to. Remember that you come before any of your work. You are more important to the people around you than your work is
I hope you know what to do about what you typed in this journal. I'm grateful to have seen so much of what has brought me and others joy created by the hands of an artists who's art has brought so much to many from many of your sketches...