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Some "Stuffs" That's Going On
4 years ago
Hey!
So this is sorta an update on what's been going on these past few days, (some unfortunate news ahead,) and what I expect will be going on these next few days. I'm going to do my best to not make this all too er, wordy. ( Don't want to worry anyone, just not great at communicating this kinda stuff. )
My father passed away this past, Friday, 16th. Whilst I can't say I was especially (emotionally) close to him, it still came sort of, suddenly-ish.
I'm pretty sure that emotionally I'm fine, however I was there for his last few moments, so, I'm still digesting that part of things a bit. Things are a bit "weird" atm. (Weird way of wording things, ik.)
I expect the rest of this week to be very busy as my mom and I need to plan out funeral stuff and all that other information, so communication on my end may fall a bit short or shotty, so I apologies if anything happens in regards to that. Will also be taking a short break this coming Friday with a friend, so I can mellow out a bit after we've figured out how everything is going to happen.
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On the Commissions / Sketches side of things, I should still be good to continue to work on art, gradually. I'm still very very excited to work on the commissions for this month, and feel like I'm still up to the task of doing so, HOWEVER, If I honestly feel like I need to take a another break, or that my quality is falling short, I will 100% set my pen down and do so. (And of course, let you guys know.)
( If you're a commissioner who's art I haven't gotten to yet, and you have any concerns, you're more than welcome to contact me and we can talk. :) )
So this is sorta an update on what's been going on these past few days, (some unfortunate news ahead,) and what I expect will be going on these next few days. I'm going to do my best to not make this all too er, wordy. ( Don't want to worry anyone, just not great at communicating this kinda stuff. )
My father passed away this past, Friday, 16th. Whilst I can't say I was especially (emotionally) close to him, it still came sort of, suddenly-ish.
I'm pretty sure that emotionally I'm fine, however I was there for his last few moments, so, I'm still digesting that part of things a bit. Things are a bit "weird" atm. (Weird way of wording things, ik.)
I expect the rest of this week to be very busy as my mom and I need to plan out funeral stuff and all that other information, so communication on my end may fall a bit short or shotty, so I apologies if anything happens in regards to that. Will also be taking a short break this coming Friday with a friend, so I can mellow out a bit after we've figured out how everything is going to happen.
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On the Commissions / Sketches side of things, I should still be good to continue to work on art, gradually. I'm still very very excited to work on the commissions for this month, and feel like I'm still up to the task of doing so, HOWEVER, If I honestly feel like I need to take a another break, or that my quality is falling short, I will 100% set my pen down and do so. (And of course, let you guys know.)
( If you're a commissioner who's art I haven't gotten to yet, and you have any concerns, you're more than welcome to contact me and we can talk. :) )
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Sorry if that was a bit rambly; I need to get some sleep.
And for sure, he was deff able to find meaning in life. He was a coach and a teacher, and was able to reach out to lots of people that way, he set a lot of goals and was able to meet a lot of them.
( Equally so, hope that you're alright on your end of things :) )
I hope it isn’t nearly as rocky for you as time goes on. Your other comment about an overactive mind is super relatable for me. Just keep everything in perspective of your mind ever spirals ;w;
And yeah, Brain always thinking, so with this being so recent, I'll likely be stuck on it for a bit. I should be able to gradually move past it as time goes on, I already realize how dumb some of the things I've been thinking are. XD
Ty though, as well :3
It's always complicated, with fathers.
And oh yeah, "new experiences" to think about, that's for sure. Doing my best to keep my head up. (obv still taking time for myself when I need to.)
Hopefully you will manage to get through this in a shorter time frame, that's a long time to be constantly sad. Good luck.
I can't say I was really expected to have the sort of reaction that I did, in some ways I even planed, or thought out how I think it would all go. Guess just some underlying part of my brain threw me for a couple loops. I'd like to think I should be good sooner than later myself, as I reason with myself, but, everyone's experiences and coping in life are different, so, hopefully you're doing well on your end.