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You know who you are. (vent)
4 years ago
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There is a very specific one person this is directed at. If you don't know me personally, or don't know me closely enough to be on first name basis, or just generally don't have a close connection to me right now, you can ignore this post, because it's directed at someone who won't be named.
If I'm currently on good terms with you, person I know personally, you can also ignore this.
This is directed to someone who's treated me unfairly over the course of roughly 3 years. Who's guilt tripped me into sexual activities with them, (many of which I was pressured into being dominant despite expressing discomfort with what they wanted, with them continuing to force it on me) who's sexually harassed me, and who's, in recent times, told me that they've been quietly stalking my profiles and looking at the NSFW I made for MYSELF and other people who give two shits about me.
Yeah, you?
Fuck. Off.
Don't even give me that "Oh, I'm glad you're expressing your fetish" bullshit you told me the other day when you got your friends to make me talk to you again. I post shit here now to cope with the kinks and fetishes you forced down my throat and made me learn to enjoy by exploiting my fear of being discovered as a kind of degenerate scum by those I cared about to isolate me from other outlets and make me need you. The reason I'm doing this is to cope with what YOU'VE done to me, and I'm going to keep doing it, not for you, or for anyone who wants to objectify me like you did. For myself, and for people who actually give two shits about me besides from my sexual shit.
You don't GET to congratulate me as if this is some big accomplishment. It's not. It's a product of the ways I've been hurt, MOSTLY from you, that I've done because it's a healthy way to cope that will let me get into contact with people who won't hate me for the way I now am, SIGNIFICANTLY at your fault.
I know I can't stop you from looking at the shit I make, but the fact you're stalking my profiles and using MY artwork as fap material now? It's creepy, stalkerish and pathetic in the context of what our relationship is.
So, again, fuck off. Leave me the fuck alone, or let me know what your account is so I can block you and lower the risk of potentially relapsing back into your cycle again.