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4 years ago
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Watch your step on the way out, there's foxes around who might try to get underfoot. A brief health and mood update
Good afternoon, y'all's. Just a quick one today to hopefully shed some light on recent activity for those wondering about commission progress and such.
But first: I had the procedure done to remove all four of my wisdom teeth. It was quick and painless and I still can't feel my lower jaw.. It was also my very first surgery which is probably a good thing! The real pain begins tomorrow but that's what the heavy duty pain meds are for. Vicodin, baby!So that's a little updoot for anyone who cared what I was up to today.
Now onto the heavier stuff. Over the past few months I have been going through a lot of tumultuous drama in both my family life and my friend circle. If you don't follow me on Twitter you probably would have missed me talking about it, and I don't blame you if this is the first you're hearing of this. But even on Twitter I've not really gone into any detail about events, and I have no intention of doing that here.
In the interest of saying enough to get the idea across, suffice it to say that I might very well be losing people who are very dear to me, both friends and family for different reasons. This and the resulting fallout has rocked both sides of my personal life and strained relationships both familial and fraternal, and I've been in a very stressed and depressed state for a long while now as bad news and worse vibes continue to roll in day by day.
I just want people to be happy.
So that's what's been going around in my life. I don't really like to talk about bad stuff that often as I try to keep my page and my online presence as positive and detached from negative real world stuff as possible, but for folks who are waiting on stuff from me I feel it necessary to explain why I've been slacking. Personal art is a comfort thing for me these days, which is why I've still been doing the odd drawing or getting the odd commission to make myself feel better. I guess commissions are just a different beast and I haven't felt like dealing with the obligation side of art in a while. But that's just the pattern I go through, isn't it? Alternating between a constant state of either being invested with no drive or having promises that I'm failing to fulfill. At least this time I'm not holding anyone's money hostage with my laziness so that's an improvement I guess ( ._.)
Medeo
~medeo
Sorry things were and have been rough. Time for self care yea?
South_Syde_Dobie
~southsydedobie
You take care of yourself, sorry you've been going through a rough time, honestly I'm going through something similar right now so I can relate to you quite a bit. :<
