Thank you all so much for your well wishes on the last journal. It took me a fair bit longer than I thought it would to reach a point I would call recovery, and to my chagrin I'm still being hit fairly often by pangs of dread and fear, moods that can be at times debilitating. But I HAVE been able to do some drawing recently, so I will take some progress over no progress, and I KNOW that my mental state overall is much better than it was a month, or two months ago. I swear to god, I never want to go to a place like that again. Anyways. I'm going to see my doc about what we can do to ensure that I don't end up in rough places if we can help it, and I've got a few appointments to help out. On the FA side, art is resuming slowly, I'd like to start uploading some of the backlog. Go easy on me, feels daunting to post when I haven't posted in a while.

Thank you all once again for how supportive and awesome you've been, fingers crossed I can get this train going, get on the horse that kicked me, or find some other suitable metaphor for doin' the sweet furry pronz <3