Hi all

So I've been under a huge stress for almost 2 years now and it has been really getting the best of me but on Saturday it finally got me. I collapsed on my own yard being unconcious and barely breathing. Ambulance was called and these kind paramedics finally got me "alive" again. I do have some serious heart and health problems from my birth but this time I was almost dead so I was rushed in the ER by that ambulance and I was examined and I felt like I was some kind of test animal there. They took my blood so much and all the machines beeping around me it turned out to be a blood clot what caused a heart attac so I am not sure how long I will be out of here but I wish all the best for you guys.

I know not all won't understand my stress ever here and I've been called with names, my life been threatned by some furs and people say I'm toxic, manipulative and I just hurt people so I am sorry for everything that I've been hurting you guys. If it is now my time to go I don't want anyone to be angry at me or thinking that I didn't even try to fix things so I sincerely apologies about my actions and wrong doings.

Also I want to thank you all who had been staying with me in my ups and down. You guys are true friends and I appreciate all of you so much. I never can pay you back that kind of kindness but I will say this. No matter what kind of struggles you have in life stay strong and never give up. You will out come that struggle I'm sure of that.

I love you all. Please stay awesome no matter what.


-Mason-