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Wondering if I belong anywhere at all
4 years ago
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Well... I don't really know how to say out everything, that is in my mind, but also to keep it brief, cuz I need to wake up in 7 hours to go to work.
I have issues at having basically any interests. This unfortunately affects both my personal life, and my job.
I can't find a job or meaning of further education, that I'd be truly interested in.
I also find it difficult to just talk to others, cuz how limited my interests are (and in some terms, my abilities too). Not to mention, I always find it quite bad whenever I initiate a conversation with others, so I just wait for others to approach me first. Which most of the time never happens.
Makes me wonder, if there is a point of my life or not. If I belong anywhere or not.
Basically, that's all for short. Possibly left out other aspects of my thoughts, but I really don't have the time or energy to write another essay here.
I have issues at having basically any interests. This unfortunately affects both my personal life, and my job.
I can't find a job or meaning of further education, that I'd be truly interested in.
I also find it difficult to just talk to others, cuz how limited my interests are (and in some terms, my abilities too). Not to mention, I always find it quite bad whenever I initiate a conversation with others, so I just wait for others to approach me first. Which most of the time never happens.
Makes me wonder, if there is a point of my life or not. If I belong anywhere or not.
Basically, that's all for short. Possibly left out other aspects of my thoughts, but I really don't have the time or energy to write another essay here.
Though that said; if you go, be sure to prepare to get the work first before leaving your current place if you can. If you're not truly "interested" then perhaps treat it as your work to feed another passion or desire. If you don't have those, see about simply finding something to safely enjoy and try for that.
It is harder to find things to engage with others over, and I can't give much. But just extending as you have can still provide something to start a conversation with. Finding people to share with takes a little calculated risk to try making a friend over, and it doesn't have to be perfect. Just healthy enough that both of you aren't routinely hurt by the exchanges. And it's also fine if it just fizzles. It's not likely to be an instant spark with everyone, and not all friendships are built to last either. Some folks simply grow apart with time. So try not to worry about that too. Though, be sure to reflect if you catch a pattern, and ask if you can. ^v^; Sorry if I don't have more, I'm admittedly a bit tired by now.
That said, feel free to ask. I can't guarantee answers, but I can help look for them if I've the time, attention and ideas of what to seek.
I wouldn't mind having a dm session with you some time, but for now I hope you have a nice rest, as well as I'll be preparing to work soon.
Let's have a chat some time aswell... if you don't mind of course. ^^"
Anyhoo, take care! ^v^