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4 years ago
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So kinda embarrassing to talk about this now.
But i want to be fully honest and don't talk around it anymore.
I had a really frustrating time and did not know what to do i felt like people didn't enjoy my art anymore, did not like my Characters and so on.
It got to the point where i didn't want to upload new stuff or just got sad when a picture got not many faves (compared to others). So i assumed cause of some other reasons aswell that this meant my ideas and art was bad.
I had issues with that and reflected it all on this account and nothing else.
This was just small aspect overall I was lonely in real life and over the time I even thought i was lonely here and thought a new start would help but that was just stupid.
Now calming down and talking with a few people about it i figured out that the new acc is just a cheap escape and i leave a lot behind what i build up with this account.
Yeh in the other journal i talked about a new style and stuff but fair enough, i can just edit everything here and it would not need a new account.
So the new account came out of frustrating and was a short circuit reaction kinda.
So I'm gonna disable the new one and will be back on this. Alot of you will be probably mad at me or think I'm stupid for doing it which is fine but I just had some frustrations i need to get rid off...
So sorry again i did not mean to hurt or annoy anyone with it it's just kinda me being stupid x.x
But i want to be fully honest and don't talk around it anymore.
I had a really frustrating time and did not know what to do i felt like people didn't enjoy my art anymore, did not like my Characters and so on.
It got to the point where i didn't want to upload new stuff or just got sad when a picture got not many faves (compared to others). So i assumed cause of some other reasons aswell that this meant my ideas and art was bad.
I had issues with that and reflected it all on this account and nothing else.
This was just small aspect overall I was lonely in real life and over the time I even thought i was lonely here and thought a new start would help but that was just stupid.
Now calming down and talking with a few people about it i figured out that the new acc is just a cheap escape and i leave a lot behind what i build up with this account.
Yeh in the other journal i talked about a new style and stuff but fair enough, i can just edit everything here and it would not need a new account.
So the new account came out of frustrating and was a short circuit reaction kinda.
So I'm gonna disable the new one and will be back on this. Alot of you will be probably mad at me or think I'm stupid for doing it which is fine but I just had some frustrations i need to get rid off...
So sorry again i did not mean to hurt or annoy anyone with it it's just kinda me being stupid x.x
My stuff gets a fraction of that, and will probably never grow that far. As long as I'm the one that likes my stuff and my character, all's good.
The new ones seem to not get that liked as some older ones.
I don't even should compare but idk i got the feeling some didn't really like it either and overall i had a depressing phase with IRL so i began to think people hate it.
And you are right yes i am doing good but at the same time you have that feeling people hate you.
Idk as you said it is stupid but when you are frustrated you don't think straight
It wouldn't hurt to double check choices with a good, mature friend with common sense, before you may do something you regret.
If you're judging pics for how much do others like them, instead of how much do *you* like them, something's going wrong.
Like ignoring my personal problems i had and just putting it onto FA.
It was not right i know that and yeh it was a quick and bad reaction i should habe thought more about but that is something I'm getting fixed that i stop doing things out of a quick reaction.
Like for the last part it's also different, I did feel lonely lately cause of personal issues and own faults to be fair nothing friends did wrong it was me.
Then i got on fa and got the same feelings and just out of dumb quick reaction made that new account.
Well getting help from my best friend helped me see things in a brighter light and the days i noticed i need to put more work into things so this does not happen again.
I made mistakes and well i am sorry for that but I'll work on them so it doesn't happen again.
Well thanks for putting your opinion here and that you take the time but I'll get help and work on it
Sorry if i sounded rude or something just wanted to clear out everything. In the best way my language allows me to probably said some nonsense xD
dont ever beat yourself up over it learn from it and move on since it cant be undone and no harm has been caused anyway
But i can be thankful people maybe understand the dumb things I did or do
Gotta remember that like 70% of watchers are iconless bots or dead accounts that have 0 activity. The amount of users that actively view journals and such is negligible, so it's not like everyone from over here is gonna go over there. :X
But overall i felt like my picture started ro get disliked etc. On this account it's not just the faves i just had issues irl and then got it onto here thinking people hate me here as well.
The faves were just a small aspect and nothing serious to be fair.
So all will stay the same now but for those who saw the journal i wanted to clarify
we, unlike you, do not have so much effort to press a button than your experiences and all the work on setting up.
I'm just pleased where you are, old, new, no difference :)
So glad people are so nice and can understand my dumb things. <3
Nothing wrong.
*hugged you with wings*
Stay safe!
I will work on things so this does not happen again.
Doubt anyone will be mad at you for the temporary account, as it would be a pretty pitty thing to be angry about =P
Remember that what you won't see is people sharing the picture around on social media and chat apps, talking about it amongst themselves. I'm 100% certain there are far more people enjoying the art than what you can see from those counters. :3
If I might make a suggestion, if you're after ideas and thoughts on a piece then place something in the description that opens it up for active discussion. Post a question or some kind of evocative statement, add a footer or something to say that comments are welcome and enjoyed.
If you like lewd/borderline creepy comments on pieces, you could even explicitly state that. :p
I just had a bad time and things got out of hand usually i make the art cause i like it and don't care if other do or not.
But that time was hard and so my mind made everything negative.
Well I'm over it now and i do still like my art no matter if other do not.
I agree that i could place question and because i want to be more active i might post a few journals about things that make me curious say,
Whats the favorite character etc. Just curious I love all equally but I always wanted to know.
Long story short I'm better now thanks and I appreciate your comment alot means you took the time and read my stuff and even made a comment about it
Faves are just number and i should ignore all this stuff
So you're i should be happy even if say only one likes it that is right and i mean i should just not look at numbers they always have a bad effect.
Well things are going better not but thanks for the comment meand a lot to me