So, I'm going to go ahead and ask this. I need help. A lot of help. My state, and a few other republican states here, have decided to end federal assistance for unemployment. most are citing because either people are lazy, bullshit, or there are fraudulent requests, double bullshit. So I need help more than ever, though depression is kicking my ass when it comes to wanting to stream. No one is following me on twitch and I don't have any skills or anything I feel would be fun to watch. Its killed my drive to do anything. My state is a mess as well. No job is going to take care of me or my financial needs since every employer cars more for themselves, than the needs for its employees. We're all expendable and cheap labor to use and throw away, I learned that the hard way back at Lowes. No place here in Texas is going to take care of me or help me keep my hours stable. I'm more likely to find I'm fired for simply breathing wrong at a staff meeting than getting a decent wage and hours to live and move out of my Mom's house. So please, I'm not looking for pity or for anything like that. I need help to get on my feet on twitch to make it a viable source of income I enjoy working. I enjoyed making my streams but its so draining when no one watches or cares to watch. I might try something new when my new models come in and potentially show my face or do a model building stream while chatting. So keep an eye out if you do want to watch.