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Regarding my mental health and commissions
4 years ago
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I wanted to cope with the whole situation myself and keep it between me and my few closest friends but now I feel like I need to address this publicly because this affects my workflow so much.
We lost granpda May 23th. Yesterday, June 6th, which was also my mom's birthday, we lost grandma.
I thought I was getting better, I started doodling some personal things to heal faster, but life is cruel.
I couldn't bear to see how devastated my mom was yesterday. She's lost so much this year. We lost her brother, my uncle, June 20th 2020. I spent all day with my mom and sister yesterday but she had to arrange for the funeral and not enjoy her day.
I have little to no energy for commissions at the moment. I have been working on a few, I was even close to finishing them, but I feel like I'll have to ask for some more time.
I hope you understand.
Thanks for sticking around and for the patience.
In case my account gets blocked (heard some Russian accounts are being blocked), my DA is Kanodze.
We lost granpda May 23th. Yesterday, June 6th, which was also my mom's birthday, we lost grandma.
I thought I was getting better, I started doodling some personal things to heal faster, but life is cruel.
I couldn't bear to see how devastated my mom was yesterday. She's lost so much this year. We lost her brother, my uncle, June 20th 2020. I spent all day with my mom and sister yesterday but she had to arrange for the funeral and not enjoy her day.
I have little to no energy for commissions at the moment. I have been working on a few, I was even close to finishing them, but I feel like I'll have to ask for some more time.
I hope you understand.
Thanks for sticking around and for the patience.
In case my account gets blocked (heard some Russian accounts are being blocked), my DA is Kanodze.
Я знаю, что всё наладится, но на это нужно время...
Пока что решила заняться механической работой - опубликую пару работ на девиантарте, а то с февраля о нём забыла, хех...
Спасибо ещё раз <3
Sorry I don't respond much on Discord, trying to distract myself by doing some mechanical work (currently posting some art onto DA)
I used to be a writer... then my divorce happened, then I lost my kids to the state. I've been alone for decades.
I know pain, this isn't to compare my pain to yours or say one of us hurts more than the other.
Pain hurts. Loss hurts. I understand.
my condolences on your loss. your art will return, eventually. Deal with your pain now. your fans will be waiting.
Thank you for the kind words. I hope we all can heal and be back to normal.
Thank you for your support <3