In terms of it getting better talking to someone and maybe getting meds is a good first step. Things have been extremely difficult in general however things will return to "normal". I am always here to talk

Yeah I did both medication and therapy for a while but then me and my therapist thought I was doing well enough to stop. I'm still on meds but idk we should talk more. I just haven't been in the mood to really engage with people and that's part of the problem

The thing about mental health in general is if your doing well its best to lessen it and not stop fully.(ex going to therapy every other week instead of weekly) Its not like an infection where medicine makes it go away its about learning skills to make mental pain and bad thoughts more bearable. In life sadness is normal and healthy but if its getting in the way of basic things thats an issue. And I understand if your not talkative. You have your own life and I don't take it personally :) the pandemic fucked up a lot of shit. So I get it.

I feel the same way these days.

Yeah I did both medication and therapy for a while but then me and my therapist thought I was doing well enough to stop. I'm still on meds but idk I guess it's not enough

Therapy and medication have helped me deal with it immensely. If it’s possible through your insurance to afford a therapist, I’d highly recommend looking into it.

Yeah I did both medication and therapy for a while but then me and my therapist thought I was doing well enough to stop. I'm still on meds but idk I guess it's not enough

.... I'm sorry things have been really rough for you :(
I... may not be the most talkative (or the smartest) person, but I can be an ear if you ever need one <3

Aww izzy I appreciate it. We should talk more