Coming back (potentially.)
4 years ago
General
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Life's been uh.
Not great for me.
I won't lie that I've dealt with alcoholism, a busy work schedule ,and little to no drawing. This does not excuse the amount of people that I do owe art or refunds.
I'm in the process of paying off a credit card in collections, which won't be for about a year or so out just because of the amount that I owe (thank you (redacted!))
However. I do wish to pay off everyone or be able to work out soooomething if people still do want art from me.
I think that... in the yearish that I've spent not really drawing that I've come to miss it, it's just because of how expansively physically taxing my life's been that I've barely had the time to actually be able to work on art, but I still have those... big desires to work on art again.
I don't want to spare the bullshit that I've been through, because on a professional level it doesn't truly matter, however in the time that I've been able to take a "break" (mentally and physically, just because of the fact that I've deal with so much mental fuckery that's caused me to really hide how bad my mental instability has been... uh...) WELL.
It's not been great. I've been silent everywhere, minus my twitter. I've been through a lot of self discovery, which made me think if I wanted to come back to this account or not, but I am, because my conscious alone and the amount of people I do owe work to.
BTW. DESPITE ME STILL OWNING THIS PARTICULAR ACCT... I DO NOT GO BY AMANDA/FEMALE PRONOUNS ANYMORE
My name's August and I'm a fucking gay fruit. :zany_face:
But... Do bare with me. I'm getting the form up, so that I can be able to work on transparency of if someone wants to rehash what I owe them for the art I owe, or replace it for other art... or just work out a process of refunding.
DO PLEASE PLEASE keep in mind that if it does come to that, I am currently under ONE particular cc that I'm paying off that's currently garnishing a good chunk of my paycheck to where I'm sort of dealing with *just enough* to survive and such.
I apologize if people want their refunds quick, I again will be paying them off slowly, however... I uh.
It's a thing.
Anyways. I'm not even sure if I'll be coming back to this account fully, or making a new one. There's a certain following with this account that I don't want to lose (I love yall for sticking with me) but the name alone is a lot of dysphoria. u___u uuu
We'll see what I do... Honestly.
Not great for me.
I won't lie that I've dealt with alcoholism, a busy work schedule ,and little to no drawing. This does not excuse the amount of people that I do owe art or refunds.
I'm in the process of paying off a credit card in collections, which won't be for about a year or so out just because of the amount that I owe (thank you (redacted!))
However. I do wish to pay off everyone or be able to work out soooomething if people still do want art from me.
I think that... in the yearish that I've spent not really drawing that I've come to miss it, it's just because of how expansively physically taxing my life's been that I've barely had the time to actually be able to work on art, but I still have those... big desires to work on art again.
I don't want to spare the bullshit that I've been through, because on a professional level it doesn't truly matter, however in the time that I've been able to take a "break" (mentally and physically, just because of the fact that I've deal with so much mental fuckery that's caused me to really hide how bad my mental instability has been... uh...) WELL.
It's not been great. I've been silent everywhere, minus my twitter. I've been through a lot of self discovery, which made me think if I wanted to come back to this account or not, but I am, because my conscious alone and the amount of people I do owe work to.
BTW. DESPITE ME STILL OWNING THIS PARTICULAR ACCT... I DO NOT GO BY AMANDA/FEMALE PRONOUNS ANYMORE
My name's August and I'm a fucking gay fruit. :zany_face:
But... Do bare with me. I'm getting the form up, so that I can be able to work on transparency of if someone wants to rehash what I owe them for the art I owe, or replace it for other art... or just work out a process of refunding.
DO PLEASE PLEASE keep in mind that if it does come to that, I am currently under ONE particular cc that I'm paying off that's currently garnishing a good chunk of my paycheck to where I'm sort of dealing with *just enough* to survive and such.
I apologize if people want their refunds quick, I again will be paying them off slowly, however... I uh.
It's a thing.
Anyways. I'm not even sure if I'll be coming back to this account fully, or making a new one. There's a certain following with this account that I don't want to lose (I love yall for sticking with me) but the name alone is a lot of dysphoria. u___u uuu
We'll see what I do... Honestly.
larc
~larc
If you make a new or stay here either way I'll be sticking around! I know how the dysphoria goes.. I didnt realize I was experiencing it until recently. Fluidity sure does some wacky stuff.. and as I always say feel free to say hi or talk about whatever random nonsense (orffxivofc)!! I don't know you super well, but I've always felt like we could be friends cause you're a rad dude. C:
poojawa
~poojawa
Purplecat
~purplecat
Shame FA dosen't let you rename your accounts! :(
Amanda
~amanda
OP
I knooowwwww. I sent the moderators a message
AsterParadox
~erebos26
I'm gonna hold up this gay lil beaw and proclaim them the juicy art king once more
LegendaryThunder
~legendarythunder
Late response but hey, it's Maxie, remember me? I'm so sorry you've been going through so much. Please keep me updated account-wise! I've missed you & your art. And if you want another gay trans dude to talk to for any reason, I'm open.
Laharl_the_Clockwork_Tinkerer
~laharltheclockworktinkerer
still waiting for the arts that is owed, but I greatly understand the extenuating circumstances (hope I used that right) that things for art are not in the cards for the forseeable future. I have tried reaching out via Email from time to time just to see how you're doing, but haven't gotten responses... but its good to see you're still around, despite the low times that the world has been in in the last year+.... I hope that things are only able to go up for you :)
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