I feel like trash. I want to apologize to those I hurt back on DeviantArt in 2016, I was going through a phase at the time and shit just went South. It ended up in a way that people really took advantage of the situation and used it to manipulate me. Me getting banned from DeviantArt didn't help either, as it only added false credibility to the erroneous claims, gossip, and rumors that were spreading about me. In fact, I'm starting to believe what people say about me even though it's not true. I have been told numerous times to "end my life" by the same ones I used to love, and if shit keeps going South I don't know what I'm gonna do... I want to reconcile my differences and be friends, but some people think it's okay to attack someone based on if that person likes something they absolutely hate, and even think it's okay to get people swatted and/or doxxed over that. If I ever had a second chance I would really use it but me acting so stupid I would fuck it up all over again. The world is a cruel and unforgiving place, I wish I could just be happy for my birthday. :(