Too much...(Unfortunate news)
4 years ago
*Plops in chair and opens Journal*
This has to be...the most emotionally drained I felt in years. First my aunt, then my grandmother and also my grandmother’s sister. Just last night, one of my dearest cousins died in a car accidentZ. 4 deaths in just 10 months...its just too much for my heart. My cousin was a big gamer, he got me into gaming in the first place...he also helped me in college. His death...really hits me in the heart.
To be honest, I feel like giving up all together as I’ve closed my own heart to others. But...I just don’t know. I’ll always remember him what what he done for me. But...my heart, it’s getting more hollow by the second...
To be honest, I feel like giving up all together as I’ve closed my own heart to others. But...I just don’t know. I’ll always remember him what what he done for me. But...my heart, it’s getting more hollow by the second...
But please don't give up. We are all the links and bridges that support and enrich each other's lives and through the laughs and tears, we should always remember that the ones close to us would only have wished to us that we'd always keep enjoying life.
It's okay to pour out your heart, but never stop refilling it either. The love we receive in the end cannot be taken away.
I'm really sorry for whats been happening to you and wish you the best. If you need time off, we all understand and if you're on a dark road, I would really seek a psychologist to aid you since I don't want anything bad to happen.
I give you my condolences bud.
I am so very sorry for all your losses. Death of a very close loved one is something everyone struggles with in life. If you need someone to talk to, I will be here to give my support. ❤️
I hope you find a way through all that pain, be it in your own way or with the help of friends and loved ones. Stay well.
You're a strong guy, you have us on your side if you ever need someone to speak with.