Hello people, Bootz again back from the dead. If anything I don't write here a lot but recently there's quite a few things bugging me as of late, one of those things which has eaten at me for quite some time. Now I don't really want to start anything here plus this really really REALLY goes against my nature...but dammit I gotta get this mess off my chest some how. And if this just so happens to offend some people, you might as well just go read another journal. I won't go and waste time by telling why I'm bothered or anything of the sort, so I'll just get right on to business. This goes out to the lovely couple  blue_snow_leopard and  Halfeb_the_Dingo An open letter or sorts that will most likely offend them, but since they have no problems trying to break me down and making me seem like something Im not then hey, why not show them for what they really are instead of what they're not. And what they're not is a loving couple.

Now on with the letter.

Dear  blue_snow_leopard and  Halfeb_the_Dingo :

Apparently you two have recently become mates....for the third time now. I would love to say congrats if this union didn't seem so fucking fake. Your probably going "What do you know, your just a man whore" or summit like that. Well just in case you've two forgotten whats happened up to now allow me to bring up what's happened up to now. Let's see, first Snow first went out with me saying she loved me and all but ended up cheating on me twice, once with some prick who treated her wrong and the second time being with Halfeb saying it was only rp. Then when she was confronted about it as it turned out she was playing both me AND you Halfeb if you haven't suppressed it by now. And then after I try and give her a second chance not only does she take you in for a pet but treats me like a caged animal despite the fact that she's saying "I love you" to quite a few others, one of them being my rl best friend, and when I break up with her for the third and final time she pulls the lowest move and tires to get with my best friend to get with me mainly because I didn't want to be her caged animal. You Halfeb might be used to it so no offense. Oh there's more to what she's done my friend, trust me. You might say "its in the past" and suppress it all ya want but fact is that she hasn't changed and she's leading you on. I also remembered that convo we had, the one about it that stood out is when you mentioned I never loved her for who she was and that I wanted to change her. Let me make this clear. The more she acted out as herself the more she told other guys she loved them. Including you. So is it my fault that I didn't wanna loose her to some dipshit that she said she didn't wanna associate with yet for some reason tents to lust out for? No, in fact its her own fault for having these lusts and claiming she's changed. And while we're on that subject you wanna know what she tried to do while talking to me before she recently blocked me? In case I didn't tell ya already she tried getting me back, and if I were to say no she would go on to someone else. Mainly my sister who has a mate in real life. Oh did I mention that Snow asked her not to do anything with her rl mate? Yup, this is exactly what happened. How do I know? Viva la Skype. Take a look at its features and you should see what I mean. Another thing about our lil convo was how your little example. You know, the one where you said, how she would want the experience from fucking and having other lovers. Halfeb, I can see how that works for some people but hearing it from you is the biggest pile of shit I've ever heard. She's kept you as a pet, kicked you to the curb, kept you as a caged animal herself all while looking for other mates, not lovers and yet you still fall to her feet like she's a fucking queen. Honestly I mean how naive and blind are you man? Oh and don't think I forgot about you Snow, I saved quite a bit up just for you. First off, how dare you. You can call me a man whore or whatever you like cause fact is I'm a much better person than you make me out to be, but how fucking dare you assume you know what's gonna happen for me and Eva. That honestly just shows what the hell you really know and how the hell you really are. Eva is my life and I love her with all my being, and yeah she's a guy irl but ya know what who cares?! She doesn't want other lovers, she stays loyal to me, she sticks by my side even when I turn into the worst monster and if anything she sees through all of my flaws. And I especially like how you say "I" treated you like a caged animal, especially since I let you have all the fucking freedom you wanted and all I did was say please stop while you kept finding other lovers. Yet whenever I found someone I had a connection with you had to swoop in and say fuck off. And yeah, I did do wrong by you when I was with that one girl but upon retrospect that felt more like real love than it ever would've felt with you. But that bit is in the past, I'm with Eva now and I love her to death and if you have anything else to say about "whats gonna happen in my future" you might as well shove your head back up your ass where you get most of your "visions" anyway. Over all, I feel more sorry for Halfeb because if anything you're just leading him on again like you did me, Seth, and him before. But hey maybe he just likes being degraded like this, heck some people like that sort of thing and as it seems Halfeb doesn't seem to have much dignity left in him so I suppose your the closest thing to a real relationship he's gonna get. Honestly i don't want a fight or anything else, I just want this all to blow over. But if you don't then nice knowin' ya.

Sincerely
Bootz the Alley Cat


Wow I feel better now ^w^ Hope you enjoyed this lil vent, hopefully next time I write here it won't be so much of a vent. Till then see ya.