I am facing a world, much like the noted scientists of the early 20th century, one where everything that seemed to make sense before has completely been thrown into chaos, and this new concept of a world that seems to be counter-intuitive has come into being. Like a conservative scientist trying to fight the principles of the quantum theory, I am starting to realise that I to need to just come and accept the world for what it turns out to be, not what I held out to be correct for all these years. Its not an easy concept, and will take every ounce of effort I have to believe it was correct over the seemingly intuitive world I knew before, but if Quantum theory could be introduced to the masses and accepted, I guess I can accept the new world.

Part of this new world has been created by miscommunication, and I probably only have myself to blame, I face choices where I could either relieve the burdens upon myself a little by betraying some of my own statements, or just let things be. I have also attempted testing incorrect hypothesis, attempted going about things in the classical way, which have further increased this miscommunication and spun me further out of touch with the workings of the new world.

Through this change I have seen the worst of myself and the best of other people, and I need to give sincere apologies to all I've hurt throughout this transition into the new world, however I do wish to note and although this is little excuse for my actions, it hasn't been easy for me either.

Most people channel their feelings or thoughts into art, me, a nice scientific thesis will suffice. That's all I can think to say for now. Welcome New world I hated you at first, but im interested to see what kind of changes and new experiences you will give me.