Hi, everyone! I’ll just get to meat of it right away. I’ve been nervous for the past few weeks about my drawing. Not thinking about quitting, just what to do. Currently, I use my phone to take pictures out my sketchbook and upload them here. While it’s not the best way I wanted to upload them, I was looking at doing some digital drawing in the near future; let’s just say half a year from now.

Along with that, I’m just nervous in general bout where I go from here. Looking back on my past drawings and life experience, I feel so little and afraid. Afraid of what tomorrow holds. That’s not the only thing though. Every time I talk or try to have a conversation with people, I try to avoid talking bout myself. It’s not just that I’m afraid what others might think of me, I don’t want to sound or be selfish. Even more so when others are talking. Sorry for rambling, just want it off my chest.

Anyway, I’ve been steering my procrastination towards working on art and socializing with my new friends. Had a bit of a rough night thanks to the shot spinner conspiring against me and my liver and sleep deprivation forcing me to stay up into the morning. But don’t worry bout me, it’ll pass eventually. That said, I’ll see you again next time.