i am so depresseed and i dont have any friends. i blame alot of peopel for that, but i think it just boils down to me being a hateful,unhappy, boring person. i feel like the people who actually get to know me distance themselves once they see how ugly i am. i wish i was supported and i wish i had people who chose to love me. im afraid my whole goddamn life is going to be like this. i wish my brain didnt do this t o me. being on here has given me some light; i cant help but have a imp in my ear saying its because i dont have to be me here.
i dont think i am a bad person, i dont want to hurt anyone.
thanks alot to anyone who has thrown me anything, it is nver unnoticed<3
srry 4 being emo, i dont know where else to put these thoughts.