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I Might Want To Consider Retiring... From Life
4 years ago
The reason I haven't done anything new for the past few months is... due to my inabilities of being a fantastic gamer.
In a game of League Of Legends, I'm a OTP on Volibear. I want to be amazing with. I want to be strong with him. I want to be powerful with him. But, everything in the entire universe is against me. In Season 6, I started to play ranked, I got placed in Bronze, and I've been mega hardstuck ever since. I tried all the ways possible to climb out of bronze; LoL guides, watching videos and streams, getting through Discord, using many desktop apps, even the most cliched way ever... practice.
AND THEY ALL FAILED ON ME!! All deaths makes me weak. Not getting objectives makes me weak. And worst of all, losing games make me weak!
I just don't get it. I just don't get it. If I'm not strong or powerful enough to get out of bronze, I must be the weakest player in the history of this game.
If anyone's there, check my op.gg, https://na.op.gg/summoner/userName=RUMBLER%20J
Many say getting out of bronze is possible, but to me... IT'S NOT!!!!!!!!
[SIGH]
Many people have many beliefs in me that I can do it, but I don't put that much belief on myself. The bigger the losses, the lower my confidence, the lower my spirit, and the lower my belief.
So, long story short, if I can't break through the bronze barrier, if I can't reach my big goal of getting to gold rank, and if I'm not strong enough, powerful enough, or even good enough to get to Silver rank... then I'm not gonna draw anything new ever again.
Unless a HUGE miracle happens to me, then I'm retiring from drawing, or do anything enjoyable or to enjoy life ever again.
So... goodbye.
In a game of League Of Legends, I'm a OTP on Volibear. I want to be amazing with. I want to be strong with him. I want to be powerful with him. But, everything in the entire universe is against me. In Season 6, I started to play ranked, I got placed in Bronze, and I've been mega hardstuck ever since. I tried all the ways possible to climb out of bronze; LoL guides, watching videos and streams, getting through Discord, using many desktop apps, even the most cliched way ever... practice.
AND THEY ALL FAILED ON ME!! All deaths makes me weak. Not getting objectives makes me weak. And worst of all, losing games make me weak!
I just don't get it. I just don't get it. If I'm not strong or powerful enough to get out of bronze, I must be the weakest player in the history of this game.
If anyone's there, check my op.gg, https://na.op.gg/summoner/userName=RUMBLER%20J
Many say getting out of bronze is possible, but to me... IT'S NOT!!!!!!!!
[SIGH]
Many people have many beliefs in me that I can do it, but I don't put that much belief on myself. The bigger the losses, the lower my confidence, the lower my spirit, and the lower my belief.
So, long story short, if I can't break through the bronze barrier, if I can't reach my big goal of getting to gold rank, and if I'm not strong enough, powerful enough, or even good enough to get to Silver rank... then I'm not gonna draw anything new ever again.
Unless a HUGE miracle happens to me, then I'm retiring from drawing, or do anything enjoyable or to enjoy life ever again.
So... goodbye.
speedy-sonic
!speedy-sonic
No wait I want you to stay
darcell1291
~darcell1291
Hey man, I think you have a wonderful gift, and your art is truly magnificent. Please don't give up such a wonder talent that you have. You are one awesome dude.
Andrew_Wolf
~andrewwolf
I've had some bad days too. Despite this, I continue to live on, overcoming difficulties like a bird without fear. If you leave, I'll miss you.
Cavana-Comqutes
~cavana-comqutes
It's never a good idea to give up on life, especially when there are friends all around you that love you and your talents, especially your art. *hugs you*
skywerwolf
~skywerwolf
I would want to suggest you focus on what you want first. I understand you're going to say "I want to get to gold rank", but that's not what I mean. What do you want out of competing, what do you want from form gold, what do you want form the game. So long as you only focus on what is basically a competition then that's all you'll ever get from it. Do you have a group you play with? Do you focus on doing what you enjoy or just doing whatever it is you can to win? Do you always play the same way each time? Those are all important questions.
TripleE
~triplee
OP
IDK. I wanted to feel like I accomplish something. I don't even have a group. I usually do this alone, and I couldn't be able to do anything right on my own. I couldn't adapt to any situation.
skywerwolf
~skywerwolf
In league you rarely can go far on your own. It takes a team, coordination, and a plan to push through ranks. By design you can't win the game on your own. No single champion is going to be able to outdo 5 others. You can do a lot on your own, but being able to realize what can't be done alone is an important skill.
OrcInAtlanta
~orcinatlanta
Friend - stay with your art. Don't let a game take away everything you love.
