I regret, everything. I regret that I ever pressed that server link invite and made myself a discord. Discord is my only place where I can socialize. I've lost so many friends over the years and only a few of my og friends are still around. I regret not talking to them often and just had them, in my friends list with not a single word said to them. Who I don't regret meeting  SweetWolf_Sirena they are the ones who brought that feeling of joy back into my life, they are the ones who've made a wish come true. They are by far the closest and respected friend that I can ever ask for and have. I regret the mistakes that I've made in my past and wish I can undo them, because now they left a history of who and what i did, and a mark in me... i just cant bare them... A stupid and foolish idiot i was... i regret the confidence that need to talk to new people, make friends with them.. and every friend that I have as some sort of meaning that's important to me... I cant handle when an OG friend just, disconnects me off like that... your actions have consequences

This is just how I feel currently, this state is just ware off in a matter of time. I just need to speak out right now