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update -- well.
4 years ago
i took sunday and monday for myself to draw things for me or the boyfriend because today i have had the absolute worst luck with food and pain and just all around nastities. and not the fun kind.
basically if anyone keeps up with my twitter i've had it rough the last few weeks with this internship, some medical scares, and my finances now being in the double digits. i have no money really to do much of anything, and nearly no time to do much of anything. when i upload to here, it's usually in large batches because i take nine years to finish something if anything anymore.
i'm kind of in a position where i need help and i want to just reach out to someone but i don't know who i could reach out to or if i should keep trying.
commissions are something i want to retire.
but it's the only way to make money.
but i'm so bad at keeping up with them due to depression and anxiety and the severe pain in my hands from dealing with my internship.
i work 13+ hour days at a salon driving to and back as well. it's unpaid, and people barely tip more than a dollar if that per session (thirty minutes i might add) so it's not like i'm making money. i'm paying for my gas which is about 30-40$ a week (right now it's really high because of the holiday pricing), i'm paying for food (i can buy groceries easy but i can't pay for hot food) and i only get like 4 minutes for lunch anyway with no breaks, i'm paying my 300$ in bills by myself and like.
i'm finally tapped out.
maybe i should sell things? but selling adoptables doesn't really work for me, it takes weeks for people to buy one and even then they don't sell for much and people keep telling me they don't want to pay more than 2$ an hour for work anymore from me. i'm kind of just floundering.
it's why i had to update my damn signatures everywhere.
if i want to move out by january and finally live with the man of my dreams, i don't know what i'm going to do.
basically if anyone keeps up with my twitter i've had it rough the last few weeks with this internship, some medical scares, and my finances now being in the double digits. i have no money really to do much of anything, and nearly no time to do much of anything. when i upload to here, it's usually in large batches because i take nine years to finish something if anything anymore.
i'm kind of in a position where i need help and i want to just reach out to someone but i don't know who i could reach out to or if i should keep trying.
commissions are something i want to retire.
but it's the only way to make money.
but i'm so bad at keeping up with them due to depression and anxiety and the severe pain in my hands from dealing with my internship.
i work 13+ hour days at a salon driving to and back as well. it's unpaid, and people barely tip more than a dollar if that per session (thirty minutes i might add) so it's not like i'm making money. i'm paying for my gas which is about 30-40$ a week (right now it's really high because of the holiday pricing), i'm paying for food (i can buy groceries easy but i can't pay for hot food) and i only get like 4 minutes for lunch anyway with no breaks, i'm paying my 300$ in bills by myself and like.
i'm finally tapped out.
maybe i should sell things? but selling adoptables doesn't really work for me, it takes weeks for people to buy one and even then they don't sell for much and people keep telling me they don't want to pay more than 2$ an hour for work anymore from me. i'm kind of just floundering.
it's why i had to update my damn signatures everywhere.
if i want to move out by january and finally live with the man of my dreams, i don't know what i'm going to do.
I hear you on people not tipping. It sucks hardcore.
I'm so sorry you're going through this. :( I hope things get better for you soon. <3