I might quit making art or...
4 years ago
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Info and stuff...
Hey... Sorry for not posting for bit. I have been debating whether or not I should quit... or rare post once in a blue moon.
Just suffering from a lack of motivation and personal issues that have had me extremely depressed. Sorry, but I have not made a final decision. Plus the situation of not being able to take Comms due to PayPal being broke for me does not help...
I do enjoy making lewd pieces, but nothing sparking my creativity; It does not help that I am quite envious of others' talents that lead to negative thinking and poor quality output.
As for my personal life... Things between a close friend and I have turn very sour and poor. This takes my poor mood and has amplified it to a painful level. The issue that going on is something that is not a simple fix, and is very painful and complicated...
I might not if can get my spirits up, but that is not a guarantee. Sorry to disappoint those whom wanted me to make them a piece....
Thank you all for your support!
Just suffering from a lack of motivation and personal issues that have had me extremely depressed. Sorry, but I have not made a final decision. Plus the situation of not being able to take Comms due to PayPal being broke for me does not help...
I do enjoy making lewd pieces, but nothing sparking my creativity; It does not help that I am quite envious of others' talents that lead to negative thinking and poor quality output.
As for my personal life... Things between a close friend and I have turn very sour and poor. This takes my poor mood and has amplified it to a painful level. The issue that going on is something that is not a simple fix, and is very painful and complicated...
I might not if can get my spirits up, but that is not a guarantee. Sorry to disappoint those whom wanted me to make them a piece....
Thank you all for your support!
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But don't feel like art has to be an obligation. You can go on hiatus without having to quit.
Even tho my reputation in my art just got ruined
I’m already ruined on my reputation from some old news from a long time ago
And I’m upset
It happened because I was doing too many arts too fast which brought me to lack of ideas. Sometimes a break can help tho.
Now, you get envious, or jealous of other artists' talents that has lead to such negative thinking and poor quality output. My advice for that is DON'T and I mean DON'T feel that way about them as that doesn't solve anything for yourself. Making art pieces isn't a game nor a competition unless you see something that is meant to be one. You have a great talent in making Blender pics and even digital drawings as well. Don't think that others are better than you of this since everyone has their level of skill with them both and you shouldn't think that your level of it is unlike theirs 'cause that's a bad emotion to have. Just stick with your level of making Blender & digital pics and don't let such envy get the best of you.
As for what happened to you that involved your friend, I'm sorry to hear what may have happened to you as it does sound emotional that it resulted in you to feel all this depression. However, you shouldn't be down over that as you have plenty of other friends here, DA and Twitter. Although, if this friend of yours was really close to you than your FA/DA friends, then I can understand that. To be honest, I never really had real friends in RL, but others from DA & FA are considered my friends no matter the number, or how less talkative they are sometimes as they have their businesses like me. Whoever your friend is that caused you to be this way... I don't know... Hope it doesn't involve me and hope you'll understand this message. :(