I guess I'm going to stay on FA afterall, after some reconsideration from friends and thinking. I really dislike how you can't change your FA username as I'd rather go by a different alias at this point. Oh well. I'm going to give my profile a bio makeover eventually and resume my regularly scheduled arts.

I will share that this furry fandom is hard to be apart of at times. It's accepting, I'll give it that. There's people from all types of different histories, backgrounds, races, interests and that's what makes us unique...just feel like my interactions with a majority sucks the living shit out of me. I wanted to deactivate mostly because of my unhappiness and negativity. Whenever I do meet someone new I genuinely hope that it turns into a long lasting friendship. I'd like to think I'm a pretty open and chill guy to be around. Just sucks that when I try to get to know more about said person or share more about me (me mentioning my interest in mobile phones/tech, twitch streaming as a hobby, music likes or current anime, other furry subjects and passions) it quickly gets ignored. Like, it feels disrespectful...if that makes sense. Idk, might be just me and the huge amount of autopilot temp furs I've met. I've also learned about the harsh truth of how some peeps will LITERALLY avoid or ignore you based on your relationship status, it's pretty scummy. Don't take it like I'm bragging but I have gotten PM's from people who're just after me for my IRL looks or want to...sex RP. I don't vibe like that.

Besides that I'm trying to pull myself out of this rut and be around more positive parts of the community. I plan to upload some new art I've commissioned throughout the past couple months. I've taken a break from Twitter as well which, I have no clue if I want to use anymore. That platform is a biiiiig example of some of the above points I've made and it's also easy to get caught up in negativity from looking at the TL or others numbers. Maybe I'll revive using it. I'm sorry for my anxiety at times and if you're someone I talk to regularly thanks for putting up with me. Regardless of bad furs I've run into or people who don't click well, I like this fandom. I enjoy being apart of it and pretending to be anthropomorphic slime animal brightens my mood.



Oh yeh, I'm gonna be attending Denfur 2021 here in CO. I got my vaccine last month (ooof the fucking side effects lingered up to 5 days I felt like a dead pile of goo) and ready to fursuit for my first time! If anyone plans on going I'd like to meet you! Assuming the new delta variant doesn't get out of hand...fuck this pandemic. Happy Lucario day btw! Stay gooey.