So yeah... I was talking to my mum about some personal issues, and she completely forgot my name... she's not even senile, she's, like, 41... she completely forgot my name... not even my dead name was remembered... if she called me by THAT, I'd be less effected... but completely forgetting it????... yeah.... that fucking hurt like hell... I'm pretty much in a state of "who the hell am I?" now... this very HARMFUL version of it... I'm just... ugh... my heart hurts... at least i have good news, guys... I can channel this in my writings... hope to bring my work out of it's far too long hiatus soon.