Questionable Decisions
4 years ago
Ever just get the feeling sometimes that ye messed up so bad that ye wish ye could fix it? That tends to happen a lot with me and I'm not really proud of it. I don't happen to think things through a lot and I end up paying a lot for it. Sometimes I just wonder if peeps would be better off without me just getting involved in their lives...
Like, they would live happier lives without knowing what I have done. I've always been a fool and an idiot and I just can't seem to help it... and after what happened yesterday too, I just completely fell apart with the recent events. I just wish I could take it all back; all the stupid, hurtful things I've done to a lot of people I know... I've always just been a nobody no one cares about. And that's what I'll ever be...
Like, they would live happier lives without knowing what I have done. I've always been a fool and an idiot and I just can't seem to help it... and after what happened yesterday too, I just completely fell apart with the recent events. I just wish I could take it all back; all the stupid, hurtful things I've done to a lot of people I know... I've always just been a nobody no one cares about. And that's what I'll ever be...
The key is to let it rest. Let the mistakes you've made in the past rest, as you cannot change them anymore. Focus on the choices you have to make now and in the future.
Everyone makes mistakes, and some people make more mistakes then other people. The difference is one person learns and accepts that he's made the mistakes, and moves on, whilst the other person sits with his failures, only bringing him more and more into a downwards spiral of mistakes due to letting it all affect their lives and letting those mistakes control them.
Everyone can improve, and so can you. You got this
Take it easy!
Also have a post that I sent to a that friend, hope it helps .3.
https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....78/unknown.png
You have a lot of friends, don't forget that
Ultimately though, you should do what you believe is right. Life is a strange thing, and only you can decide what truly makes you happy. As long as it doesn't hurt or ruin other people's chances; you should do what you desire.